My thoughts

Day1

So I have not came out to my mom as lesbian because I'm scared she is going to get mad not about me being a lesbian but wanting to be a boy because she does not like when I wear boy close but I do know my dad will be ok with it because he has always wanted a boy and now he can give me his name because he said he wanted to give his son his name witch is Sadie but he had all girls me and my 2 sisters I mean I love them but sometimes they make me feel bad about my self like they call me brat,stubborn,and bold because I shaved half of my head. And I want to be goth but no mom says it's not good to be goth and I'm like but you were a goth so when I'm older I'm going to be goth and get away and move out so I can be me without being yelled at like I love them but come on let me be me that's all I want to be me but I can't do that because of my mom she won't let me be me so I am just going to wait and save up for a home and move out when I have a lot of money to buy a house and be me with a nice family of my own