I wasn't looking forward to tell my close friends that im moving out but they could visit me whenever they wanted, like Janet, she was always welcome
When we got home I told everyone to come here for a second because I needed to tell them about this whole situation
Everyone sat down on the couch and I sat down with em "So..the thing is that I'll move out" I cold see Rocky move around from the corner of my eye "Wait what about me" Mac asked with Travis sitting in his lap
"I can give you enough money, so you can buy a little house for you and Travis, but I'm not mom, you should get a job" He nodded "alright thanks"
"Okay wait wait wait you not gonna leave me" Janet interrupted and put her hand up "Janet listen I can't stay here forever I'll move into an apartment not far from here, and you can visit us whenever you want" I said
"What do you mean "us"?" Rocky asked with a straight face "It's Jordans apartment" I answered and Jordan brushed over my back with his hand Rocky nodded and got up, he walked in his room and kinda slammed the door The rest just stared at the ground Yup it was awkward
After a while of complete silence I stood up "okay, I'll go pack my stuff" "Wait y'all for real?" Yams asked "Yea right? I mean can't y'all just figure this whole situation with Rocky out and stay here?" Ferg added
I sighed "Guys I thought about all that and I think it's the best for all of us if I just move out" "Gurl don't" Janet said while shacking her head
"Lyah you can think about it longer if you want, I'm not forcing you to do anything" Jordan said This situation was kinda fucked up I don't want to go but I couldn't live with a man who hates me and who hates my man, I don't even know why it bothers him so much anyways, he cheated first, its his fault
"I'll be gone by tomorrow morning" I said and everybody kissed there teeth
I got up and went to Jordans room to pack all my stuff in my suitcase Then I took a hot shower to calm down I ended up having a mental breakdown
I was just sitting in the shower crying and letting the warm water hug me
When I got out I dried myself and wrapped a towel around me I was about to get my clothes I prepared on the bed when I bumped into Rocky and dropped the towel "SHIT RAKIM what are you doing here?!" I screamed and picked up the towel He just chuckled "You acting like I haven't seen all that before" he said
I rolled my eyes and walked towards the bed where my clothes were Then I turned around again to face Rocky "Can you turn around or leave the fucking room for a second please" I said rolling my eyes again
He turned around. After I put on my clothes and put my still wet hair up "So tf are you doing in my room" I asked and sat down on the bed "You not really planning on moving in with Jordan aren't you?" He asked And I rolled my eyes once again
"I will be gone by tomorrow morning" "Girl you know that's a bad idea!" "No it's not, why you saying that" He looked at me really intense
"I know you still love me, that's why I'm saying, it's a bad idea" I rolled my eyes "Boy stop, you don't know shit" Deep down I knew he was right He smirked and I stood up "Now leave I need to pack my stuff" I said and turned around to put my clothes in my suitcase
But I didn't hear him move so I turned around again "I said leave" I said a little louder He didn't even blind he just sat there looking at me I sighed and sat down again while rubbing my eyes
"What, Rakim?" I sighed He slowly stood up and hovered over me He cupped my face with his big hand and slowly brushed over my lips with his thumb I looked him deep in the eyes before I snapped back to reality And I grabbed his hand I got up "I said leave" I said
"Fine" he smirked and left
Shit
I still feel his thumb in my lips and his eyes full of lust on me
I went back to packing my stuff and after a while Jordan came in I was on my knees, wrapping my showed in a plastic bag "Hey lyah you done packing?" "Almost, what about you?" He sat down on the chair Rocky sat "I already packed everything, we can leave tomorrow morning" "Perfekt" i got up and hugged him He brushed over my back
"You aight" he asked still hugging me "Yea don't worry" I lied In fact I wasn't okay, I could stop thinking bout Rocky
Someone needs to tell me what to do
Hey guuuuuuys I'm back with another chapter hope you like it Feel free to comment and vote
Btw I'm about to loose my fucking mind lol school is getting on my nerves fr fr
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