Thoughts Of A Quiet Soul

The anxious one

Growing up as a child is a joy
Ify, a four year old child whose parents tried their best to give him a sound education
Ify at a very young age knew nothing about that,he was just so happy dat he attends a school and the other little attachment (meeting friends and playing during break and closing periods.
Few yrs ,he started having little thoughts and feelings attached
Later,things changed and his parents couldn't afford d fees of 6,he was to move into town with his aunt
For Ify,he doesn't believe in d assistance of anybody ,he assumed that they will end up turning the child into something else e.g slave, house help etc and sees it as underestimation
It can be said that he was forced to live with his aunt but to him he only wanted to fulfill a promise he made to them.
Staying with his aunt was a big deal cuz he had to think less of his parents and invest more on his aunt's family,he was ready to monitor and learn how things are done over there,way of living, neighbors relationship, manner of approach,daily house activities.
After learning all the required, there's one thing he doesn't put in practice, which was, accepting his aunt to take the place of his mum .This made him a quiet and cunning person, he keeps things to himself , likes staying alone , smiles less and can be seen moody most times
He had no other choice than to bear and be patient till he's done with higher institution,he had no friends but people liked him for his kind of person,he seems to appear gentle but not when he's being treated wrong,caring but in a cunning way to avoid identifying him among the soft hearted.
You can't force someone to like or love who his /her heart didn't accept
All Mikel could think of was how he would finish school, be successful and leave for himself to explore more about life.
Mikel still manages the house activities and looks further for someone he could call a friend
He had no interest in making a male friend but rather sees them as schoolmates , Mikel is about to explore yet another series of love as he admires a young, beautiful, adorable, sociable, loving,caring and  intelligent ,this was the first time such was about to happen.