more than a memory

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(reader warning, slight mention of suicide attempt in this one shot)

People say she's only in my head

It's gonna take time but I'll forget

They say I need to get on with my life

(Trevor POV)

Lamar: come on man, its been 2 weeks since you and Jordan broke up, you need to get out of bed and come to the bar with me and Issac and just forget about the drama.

Trev: my girlfriend left me because she fell in love with someone on a movie set and youre telling me I need to go to the bar to forget about her? Youre a moron

I threw a pillow at Lamar who was standing at my bedroom door while I laid on my bed looking at the view of Toronto, 2 weeks ago Jordan and I broke up because she fell in love with someone on the set of a new show she was working on and I wasn't doing so well after our breakup, I lost my best friend to some guy she nearly knew and it sucked and in all honestly my mental state was non exsistant.

Lamar: ok you have a point, ok instead of the bar, why dont we go down to the beach and have a bonfire? I have an old script from the show I quit that needs burning and you can burn anything you need to?

Trev: you've had worse ideas, lets do it

I then decided I needed to burn every reminder I had of Jordan and bury our relationship in the ground, well in the sand I guess. I went to a drawer where I kept things such as photos of us, an old next step script from the one scene we had together, notes we passed during table reads and so forth. Took them out of the drawer and stashed them into a bag and drove to the beach where I met the boys,

(At the beach)

Took a match to everything she ever wrote

Watched her words go up in smoke

Tore all the pictures off the wall

But that ain't helping me at all

The boys bonfire was in full swing and I still hadn't thrown the stuff in the fire yet, Lamar knew what I was going to do and he told me to wait for the perfect moment and after a few tears and a few drinks I was ready, I stood up, grabbed everything out of the bag and without hesitation threw everything into the fire, I stood there with the fire blinding me and the tears down my face and watched everything go up in smoke, then I grabbed a drink and just stood there, I felt so empty without Jordan in my life and wished that everything was different. Then it hit me, if I wasn't here, things would be different in the best way, so I started walking towards the ocean with the beer still in my hand, I could hear the boys screaming and telling me to stop and come back but it felt pointless. I didn't know myself without my girl and I didnt want to, I felt lost. Then as I was at my chest height I heard a voice,

?: Trevor stop please

"Wait is that, no Trevor youre being stupid she doesn't love you anymore" I told myself

?: Trevy please, come back

"Wait, only one person calls me that" I thought to myself, then I heard someone running into the ocean and I felt arms go around my back, I turned around and saw her there hugging me and refusing to let go

Trev: Jordan?

Jordan: hey

Trev: what are you doing here?

Jordan: I love you and only you, the other guy was a mistake, youre my soulmate and nobody else and youre the person I want to be with until im old and in a chair talking abt the next step as if It were a million years ago

Trev: oh come here you,

And without hesitation I pulled her in and kissed her, I felt fireworks going off and could hear the boys screaming happily, but there was one thing still on my mind,

Trev: say you'll be mine again

Jordan: forever baby

(A few hours later, no POV)

The couple were at home laying on the bed after watching a movie and Jordan had fallen asleep in Trevor's arms, Trevor looked down and wondered "how did I ever loose you" he sat there not wanting to go to sleep because he worried this was all a dream and that he would wake up feeling how he once was.

When your finding things to do not to fall asleep

'Cause you know she'll be waiting in your dreams

That's when she's

More than a memory


A/N

hey guys!!!!!!

welcome to the second Oneshot, this artist is one of my favourites in country music but its so annoying because hes not on YouTube officially so if I have the song on the one shot ill get copywrited which is so annoying, but if you wanna look the song up it is on Spotify under "Brooks Jefferson more than a memory"

comment any ideas and happy reading

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