« Why would you do that! I specifically told you not to do it but no why would you listen to me? It's not like I'm your mother ! » The Doctor said rushing in the consol room, her arms moving around frenetically.
« And how would I know that ?! » You replied, as angry at her.
« What do you mean ? You know what I don't care, what you did was stupid and reckless. I thought you were better than that » She was pointing her finger at you, you scoff.
« She was scared and alone, anyone left her, and for a moment I saw myself in her ! Nobody should feel like that so I don't fucking care if it was not the thing to do because I wish someone did it for me ! And how would you know I'm better than that ?! You don't know me, you were not here for me when I needed you the most, you weren't here to raise me so I don't know why I should listen to you. You can think I'm stupid and reckless that is not my problem. I want nothing to do with you anymore if you can't trust me enough to make my own choices. » There was a pause, where you two look at each other with great intensity. « Take me back. » Your voice was calm, emotionless.
The Doctor looks at you, her eyes wild open, she whispered « What ? » The fam during the fight had move slightly on the side. But your words echoed throughout the TARDIS. Nobody moving.
« Kyara, you are just saying that because you are angry » Yaz said in a worried voice.
« No I'm not. I don't want to stay with someone who think abandon people is alright ! » You were facing your back at her, tears making their way on your cheeks, you were trembling ever so slightly.
« Kyara, sweetheart, she didn't mean it. We don't want you to go, you are part of our family » Graham said.
« You guys are, you are my first ever truly family. But I can't stay, not when my apparently own mother wants me to become like her, and just go abandoning little girl who in her sense aren't worth her attention. I don't need anybody, I never has. » Your voice was also trembling.
« Kyara, you mean so much to me » The Doctor's voice so small. You didn't even look at her way.
« You are sure about this ? Maybe we need you, I mean you are pretty smart and sometime funny. And who i'm gonna mock other people with, you should stay. You know what we will vote ? I vote against you leaving. » You chuckle at Ryan, giving him a hug. You were taking a rash decision but you were too angry and hurt to see that clearly now.
« I really don't deserve you guys, I'm gonna miss you, I really love getting to know you and traveling with you. You all have my number, I will be waiting to hear from you. » You all hugged.
« We are here » The Doctor whispered sadly, she didn't want to hold you against your will so she landed the TARDIS. You came toward her, raising your hand. « I don't want you to go, please stay. I'm s- »
« Goodbye, Doctor » You interrupt her. She was taken aback, you never called her Doctor.
« Kyara, i can't say goodbye to you.» She was shaking her head.
« You did it once, I'm sure you can do it again. »
« Please, I just want to talk to you »
« I'm not sure I can hear you out right now. » At this state, both your faces were covered in tears. She hesitantly takes your hand, you shake it before letting go and stepping out of the TARDIS. Alone again.
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Alien shenanigans
AdventureThis is a 13th Doctor x reader. Where the reader is the daughter of the Doctor. While writing it I use the name of " Kyara " for the reader because I wanted her to have a nickname, so every time you see the name " Kyara" use your own name, sorry if...
