I love you when I am drunk

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I love you when I'm drunk
I love you when I'm sober

It hurts to see you fall in love
It hurts to know I'll never be enough
These drunken words I write
Because that's what I'm thinking of tonight

How I love you, you will never know
Although, as time passes it might still grow

I hide my feelings, make sure it does not show
And that is why you will never know
That my love for you is deep
I even think of you as I close my eyes to sleep

My feelings towards you are wrong, maybe even pathetic
I'm not even sure when or how it started
But I will never admit to them in fear of being discarded

Along with the silence my love for you is growing
And you'll most probably spend your whole life not knowing
Exactly how I feel
Because to me it will never be a big deal

I put your happiness above mine
Even though it makes me feel like crying all the time
For now, forever I will only be a friend to you
Because loving you is not only wrong, it's stupid too

I love you when I'm drunk
I love you when I'm sober
Maybe we will laugh about this one day when we are older

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⏰ Last updated: Sep 10, 2020 ⏰

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