Tired.

I'm tired of being the one that reaches out
I'm tired of the one making an effort
I'm tired of being the only one who cares
I'm tired of being the only one that makes conversation
I'm tired of being abandoned
I'm tired of people promising not to leave, but do anyways
I'm tired of people thinking I'm too good for them
I'm tired of being taken for granted
I'm tired of being looked at like I'm a "maybe"
I'm tired of being looked at like I'm just a phase they can get over in a few weeks
I'm tired, oh I'm so tired.
I'm tired of watching people make me trust them, just to leave after.
I'm tired of being optimistic, but I am after everything I've been through.
Why? Cause I'm a fool.

I'm tired of everything.
No, it does not make me suicidal
Because I'm not, I'm not tired of living
I'm tired of people, and my feelings.

They ask, What are you tired for? You're only 19.
Age does not display the experiences I've been through.