My thoughts

Its just me

Sorry if you thought this was going to be a story, I have just been feeling down lately and I don't want to bother my friends with it. I don't know what I'm writing about or what I'm going to write about, but I'm just writing from the mind. Online school has been fine, doesn't really bother me that much, it actually lets me be more of who I want to be(a furry) without the eyes of kids judging me. I can't wait to move out so I can fully be my own person without the fear that my parents won't hate me. It's gonna be a long next couple years, but every day I get a little closer. I also feel like I know nobody who's a furry and I've tried to reach out to people, but I just can't find anyone. Yeah I have a friend that I really enjoy talking to, but I just don't know if he thinks of me of a friend or just a person that bothers him everyday. Each day is the same again and again and it just never seems to get better or worse. It's like I'm stuck in limbo, an endless void of nothing where I can't talk to anyone and nobody can hear me. It feels good typing this out acting like I'm actually talking to someone, I don't think I'll get a response, but this feels enough to make it through the day. I don't know where to look for people like me, I know there are people I just don't know how to find them. I really do miss social interaction and I get a feeling that I may of actually been happy this year if it wasn't for COVID. This year has truly been the worst for not only people's losses, but for every bodies mental health. Please reach out to your friends and tell them that everything will be ok and there's someone that cares for them. You never know who would need it, because I definitely do, but I only hear it from myself. So even if you haven't talked with this person in a while, reach out, talk to them, make sure they're ok. We all need to care for each other now more than ever. Thank you all for reading, be kind to one another and make someones day better if you can.
-LGL