Exiled Hearts

20: The Closeness Between Us

I signaled to the food with my eyes, wanting him to go first. God, if you're listening, please make my food taste good. I watched as he ripped a piece of roti and picked up some curry with it. Putting the morsel in his mouth, I watched as his face went through a series of changes. He finally turned, while I was holding my breath the entire time. I raised my eyebrows asking the question.

"Good," he muffled through choking on the food.

I quickly handed him the small water pot, as he chugged down the whole thing. "Is it too spicy," I asked, silently yelling at myself. I knew I shouldn't have put too much red chili powder.

"No no, it's good. Really good."

I looked at him suspiciously. Cooking for the first time and he thinks it's really good. Something is fishy.

I myself picked up a small morsel of the food and put it in my mouth. A second later, I quickly got up to spit the food out. Sitting back down, I saw that Sumedh was trying to hide a smile.

"If it was that bad, you could have just told me," I bitterly said, upset with myself.

He replied with a thoughtful glance at me. "Rajkumari...I didn't savour the taste of the food. I savoured the taste of the hard work behind it."

And with that he continued eating, while I stared in awe as he finished the whole thing. "T-thank you," was the only word that I managed to mumble in the end.

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Sumedh

She made me smile - yet again. It was something I couldn't resist, almost as if this is how it's supposed to be. After years, I finally realized the meaning of comfort and belonging. "I have something to give you." The words came out of my mouth randomly. I held up the sapling, watching her intrigued face.

"M-me?"

"The kids gave it to me, talking about the growth of knowledge and stuff. But I f-feel like you deserve it."

She looked at me shocked, and it was too late to take my words back. "You brought a lot of changes out of me. Something in me seemed to progress...seemed to grow. That's why, I think in that same way, you can nurture this to grow."

She hesitantly reached for my hands, while I slid it to her. Just as she turned to leave, I grabbed her arm, immediately making her freeze on the spot. "The other day you said I lost all my happiness...but now I feel it's coming back." 

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Mallika

I couldn't resist the smile that crept on my face. Him standing in front of me, finally opening up, and getting the joy he deserves was the reason for this smile. He let go of my arm and turned to walk away, when I stopped him.

"Wait!"

"Hmm," he said, not turning around.

"Just as a child needs both its parents: mother's love and father's protection, so does this sapling." I looked at him with my eyebrows raised, hoping he would get the hint.

He turned around hearing my words, a small smile playing on his lips. Taking the sapling, he walked farther, as I joyfully followed behind, secretly celebrating my victory.

We found a spot nearby and got to work. Sumedh started to dig as I went back inside for the water pot. Meeting back up, we crouched down next to each other and began planting. As we mixed up the dry dirt and water, a muddy mixture formed. 

Suddenly, a mischievous idea began to form in my head. I hope I don't cross the limits here...Lets just hope he doesn't get mad. I picked up my hand, that was lathered in mud, and brushed it across his cheek.

He immediately jerked back, not expecting the gesture. Stopping the work, he turned his head to face me. His serious expression made me brace myself for his explosion of anger. But instead, out of nowhere, my cheeks felt the stroke of mud. I was left with my mouth wide, gaping in shock at his unexpected response.

Enjoying the game that had just been created, I got competitive. I muddied his other cheek, but he didn't back down. He tried getting me back, but I was already standing, running out of the way. I ducked every attempt of his, as we ran around the hut. Once more when he tried, he succeeded. He grabbed my wrist and brought me closer, putting mud on my forehead and traveling down to my other cheek.

I looked into his eyes, smiling and enjoying the play, but then realized: this had become something more. My smile slowly faded into something else as I could feel every place he was touching me. His grip was firm but gentle on me, holding my wrist to keep me close to him. I could feel his fingers still lingering close to my cheek, still there after the mud on my face.

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Sumedh

In this position, the thought had struck me: I had crossed the limits.

Leaving her hand, I separated from her, creating distance. You can't. You know you can't. Or else, she'll end up like the others. Dead.

I averted my eyes from her, and got back to work. Taking the plant, I put it in the small hole we had created. After filling the rest with soil, I got up and walked away, towards the lake. After cleaning up, I headed back, walking back at a slower than usual pace.

When I reached, I heard her water the plant. Not a single word was exchanged between us. I gathered up the courage to walk up to her and speak. "What happened today shouldn't happen again. It's better off like that."

When I didn't hear a single word from her, I turned around to leave her alone. But that's when she decided to say the words that froze me right on my spot.

"You fear love, don't you?"

My heartbeat fastened as my mind scrambled for something - anything - to come out of my own mouth. But at the end, I couldn't. She had figured it out and there was nothing I could do about it.

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Mallika

I turned to face him, gathering courage to say the next couple of words. It's time...

"You fear love, don't you, Rajkumar...Sumedh."

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