Random Things I Like....

Suffocation

Suffocation.

The only thing that runs through your head.
Steady your breathing. Calm down. Don't think of it too much.

But you can't breathe.

Your breath hitches.

Heavy breathing.
Steady. Keep it steady.

Your body isn't listening.
Be assertive. Stop being passive.

But you can't. You're naturally passive.

You want to make everyone else happy before yourself.
You can't make everyone happy. You have to disappoint people here and there. Think for yourself and make yourself happy. Screw what others think.

But that's not how your mind functions. Inside you stick truly with yourself, but your actions shown none.

You turn and look down.

You beat yourself up.

You bring yourself down.

For what ?

To continue to make yourself depressed and unhappy.

To continue living up to other people's standards and leave yours out in the dust and dirt to be stepped and stomped on ?

Letting it constantly consuming you ? Are you going to let it continue ?