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note: this is written in lorc's pov, not admin. also kio's simps: fight the urge to stare at the chapter cover! kio will be there AFTER YOU READ.

hey guys! there's something i have to tell you all! so i have been thinking for A BLOODY LONG TIME about this and i finally came to a conclusion.

many of you know who my crush is but there's something else you need to know!

i'm omnisexual and demisexual. for you who don't know what that means, omnisexual is when gender does not matter to me, but i still have a preference; which is girls. as for demisexual, demisexuality is a sexual orientation where people only experience sexual attraction to folks that they have close emotional connections with. In other words, demisexual people only experience sexual attraction after an emotional bond has formed.

 i know i'm only 13 but have you seen all those thirteen year old girls on tiktok who go "RAIL ME" to guys who are like 5 years older than them? yeah, you'll never catch me doing that. that's how i know i'm demi. even my admin, aj, does it from time to time // HEY! shut up will you? *mumbles* i don't say rail me...i say something else// 

i have been questioning since i was 10 years old. i knew i was different but i didn't know in what way. it was when i met this muggle boy at the park that kinda started pushing me in the right direction. he was 11 and gay. little ten year old me asked how he knew he was gay when he was only 11. he told me "you just know" well thanks a lot man. that helped me SOOO much. 

just kidding. it actually did help me, bc then i knew i was allowed to be questioning myself now! it took a few years, but hey! i got it! and i know i'm still allowed to question sometimes, but right now, this is the identity i'm comfortable with. 

thanks for accepting me and supporting me. it really helps! have a great day everyone!

oh! and who wants to have another truth or dare party at @slytherin-cr on saturday? lemme know what time (est) you guys are available and i'll announce tomorrow the official time! make sure to follow that account so you can get notifs from there. 

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