We all will find our soul mate, I believe that! Someone who will love you unconditionally. Who will remind you every day how beautiful and special you are to them. They will be there through the naive choices you make, those awful wardrobe disasters, choosing what colour to paint the living room, dining room, and kitchen, those late night worries about how you are going to pay your bills on time. He will always be there, probably laughing at your pathetic worries and wines, but he will love you no less than the day he met you. When you are accomplishing your dream of being a lawyer, doctor, painter, architect, he will be there and tell you to remember failure is never an option. To continue to strive for what you want! One day you will be able to feel the love you deserve from a man who respects you and admires you. Questioning and regretting your past will seem pointless at this stage of your life, because it only made you find the one you love. Everyone is destined for the ultimate love! The shit you read about or watch in the movies all the time, pathetically crying over a fictional character and wanting the love all those beautiful women have, that you are so jealous of. You will find your soul mate and embrace the love all women long for!
If you read that to me a year ago I would have told you that kind of love doesn't exist and whoever is foolish enough to believe that shit needs to seek some help because they are clearly not aware of the reality of the world. Things have changed though, I've learned to embrace life and learn that being loved and loving someone so much it scares you is amazing. Makes you feel alive! Everything changed when I met my own unpredictable, dangerous, fearless boy. He had a way about him, he could make me so happy one minute, but defeated the next. He pushed my limits, made me weak and selfless, but then new all the right words to make me feel on top of the world. He was everything my parents tried to tell me to stay away from. They never approved of him; looked at him as if he wasn't worthy of my love. Making him feel as if he knew nothing, came from nothing, and deserved nothing, but they were wrong! He knew more about the world then my pretentious parents will ever know. He had his flaws, but don't we all? He was perfectly imperfect! Andrew Evans became my, Jack Dawson, Augustus Waters, Andrew Clark...He became every fictional romantic man I ever dreamed about!
