"For my very last performance, ill be singing my fave song hope you'll like it"
This is the last performance of SB19, and I have to make it memorable for A'tin, for me and for us, for last 15 years performing in the stage, I got the feeling. Im still nervous while performing.
I started strumming my guitar and memories are coming back, memories with my girl I love so much.
"All I am, All I'll be
Everything in this world
All that I'll ever need
Is in your eyes
Shining at me"
I remember her beautiful eyes looking at me. It made me smile,
"When you smile I can feel
All my passion unfolding
Your hand brushes mine
And a thousand sensations
Seduce me cause I"
All the things we do together are coming back again.
" I do Cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
I do"
I remember the day she said "I love you bal"
"In my world, before you
I lived outside my emotions
Didn't know where I was going
'Til that day I found you
How you opened my life
To a new paradise
In a world torn by change
Still with all of my heart
'Til my dying day"
yes till the day I die. I also hear A'tin singing together.
"If you're asking do I love you this much
I do
Oh, baby I do"
A tear escape from my eye. Damn I miss her. After the song I gave a fake smile to our fans, because God knows what i feel now. I ran in the back stage.
"hey? you okay?" Tanong ni Ken saakin, Ken been so good to me. He's my crying shoulder.
"I miss her" pag-aamin ko sa kanya, lying make no sense. I really fuckn miss her. I started crying again. damn! theirs no time for this!
" Inom tayo mamaya, takasan natin si miss hong after this" It made me smile,
He really know how to make me calm down.
"Its our last tour, dont make A'tin more sad. okay? cheer up! makikita mo namn siya mamaya" he smile at me, and went to stage for his turn.
I went to the bathroom, Looking at myself in the mirror, its been ten years yet I look so horrible, Kamusta na kaya siya? masaya ba siya ngayon?
Song: I do by 98 degree.
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SBS1: Thrashing Waves of Grieve
FanfictionThis story is fanfiction of Josh Cullen Santos member of SB19. How will you overcome the wave of grieve of your love ones? Will you follow him/her? Or Will you stand strong for the promises you've made together. How will handle josh loss of his love...
