Not A Fan (Harry Styles FanFic)

Chapter 5

I laid down staring at the ceiling with ed sheeran blasting in the background. How could I have been so stupid? What confused me even more was that I couldn't stop thinking of him. You are not falling for him you are not falling for him.

I jumped at someone knocking on the door. "Come in", I sighed sitting up to lower the music.

"Hey." Liam said with a small smile. "What's up?" I asked, crossing my arms across my chest.

"Well Zayn woke up and well Katie seems to have slept over and we're all going out to the park or something and wondering if you'd like to come?" He smiled a big goofy smile.

I chuckled. "Hmmm." "Pleaseeee! We all want you to come. Pleasee." The comment surprised me but he was just to adorable to reject. "Fine." I huffed standing up.

"GUYS SHE SAID YES!" He shouted and I heard a loud 'Whooohooo' from outside. "You guys are so weird?" I laughed. He just smiled and dragged me outside the room.

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We arrived in a couple of minutes with Katie and Zayn hand in hand, Niall still a little drunk from last night, Harry still staring at me whenever he got the chance and Louis and Liam running around like little boys.

I found a giant tree and sat under it. I inhaled, closing my eyes and letting the breeze blow through my hair. Everyone was running being silly and I just wanted some time to think.

I turned around startled by footsteps behind me, but it was Harry. "Hi.", He said nervously. It was a shock to see him act shy and it made me feel a little bad, but I wasn't going to let that show.

"What do you want?" I made sure he could tell that I was annoyed. "What's your problem?" He said, also very annoyed. Mission accomplished.

"You? I thought I was making it obvious." I rolled my eyes and crossed my arms.

"Yeah I know. And so does everyone else. You know you came on to me?!" "So I've heard.", I sighed making sure I sounded like I didn't care.

"You are so fucking dramatic and ridiculous! Do you not get that it takes two people to have sex? Are you seriously that stubborn." He was scaring me and I knew he was right, but I did the one thing that I knew would make everythimg worse. Sarcasm.

"Now now Curly, no need for the shouting." I smirked. He looked me straight in the eyes, making my heart beat quicken and palms sweaty.

"It's funny how you push people away when you start having feelings for them." With that he stood up brushing off his pants and joining the others in a game of tag.

I gulped feeling my eyes water. I looked up hoping they wouldn't fall over. He was right and that pissed me off even more.

I stuffed my phone in my hoodie pocket and brushed off my leggings, I started walking the opposite direction of the car and everyone. I heard everyone screaming my name but that just made me walk faster.

"LILLYYYY!", Katie shouted right next to me, she was out of breath from catching up to me. "What." I looked at her with a blank expression. "Why are you leaving? We're having so much fun?!" "No. You are, I'm not. Therefore I'm leaving." I turned to go but she grabbed my arm.

"Lilly what happened? I know you better than anyone, somethings up." I sighed and yanked my arm from her grip. I just didn't feel like talking. I was tired of talking and thinking, so I just walked and walked and walked.

I hated that I was taking this out on my bestfriend but as you can tell I'm not very good at expressing myself unless it's through writing.

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By the time I got home it was dark outside, six hours had passed since my little temper tantrum and I was exhausted from all the walking.

I stepped into the lobby and felt my body instantly cool off. I smiled at the lady behind the counter and walked into the elevator. I was nervous about what the guys might think of me now, I'm not a brat... I just have my moments and I did like them, well atleast 4 of them.

I walked to the room and knocked on the door, somehow I'd lost my room key on my little adventure. Two seconds later the door swung open with Katie looking like a worried mother.

"LILLY WHERE THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN?! I'VE BEEN WORRIED SICK AND YOU DON'T HAVE THE DECENCY TO ANSWER MY CALLS!" When she stopped yelling I hugged her. After a while she hugged me back and I could feel the anger leave her body.

"I'm sorry." I whispered. "It's okay, but we all were really worried." She looked at me and gave my a sympathetic smile, "Even Harry. By the way, he told us what happened." I rolled my eyes. "Don't be mad just cause like him."

I pushed her away from me. I couldn't believe she said that. "I. Don't. Like. Him." I said through gritted teeth. "We had sex, big deal? I was drunk and it meant nothing! Absolutely nothing!! I'm not one of those girls who falls for a guy after sex."

I was so pissed I was shaking. She rolled her eyes, "Oh Lilly, you have to be the most stubborn person I have ever met." I couldn't believe she was laughing this off, but than again this was Katie. She

I know its been a while but here ya go. And I know it may seem that they got together to fast but thats so things can start happening! Xx