I Wish

Part 1

A/N: i don't expect this to get any views, but please leave your opinion on this throughout the book! some of this may be capitalized, other parts not, i'm just going with what my computer does! this is a Larry Stylinson fanfic, and i'm just going with whatever comes to mind, so please excuse if it gets a bit cluttered at times or has a few typos! i love every one of you that reads this <3

--- ALSO!! in this we are going to pretend the boys are all the same age, so they all met at 11 and are now 18

Louis

"C'mon Zayn! we're going to be late!" I shouted.

"Well if you had told me we were walking to school today, i would have been ready on time" zayn says as he swings his book bag over his shoulder and comes running down the stairs.

"We've been telling you that since yesterday, zayn, just try listening next time" harry says as he opens the front door.

I can't help but stare at his lips as he speaks, they look so soft, anytime he speaks it's like he tries to kill me with his words. Harry and I have always been the closest in our group, and Niall, Zayn, and Liam were all closer to each other. That doesn't make us all strangers, we all just have certain things that make us closer to certain people. Niall's parents are both very famous lawyers, so they are super rich, and the house they moved into had a guest house bigger than the size of the home my family lives in. So since all of our parents have known each other since when we were 11 (we all met in school when we were 11 and had many sleepovers, so our parents met each other then), they all agreed to let us live in Niall's guest home when we were all at least 15, that way we had space from our parents, but they could still keep an eye on us. There were 3 bedrooms in the house, so niall took one, liam and zayn another, and harry and I in the last bedroom. We all knew niall got his own bedroom since it was his family's house, but when liam and zayn said they would share a room, it meant that harry and i had to share a room, and by no means was i complaining about that.

"Lou, are you coming?" liam asked as he held the door open for me. I noticed the rest of the boys had already started walking.

"Yeah, sorry liam." I start jogging out of the house to catch up to the boys, Liam following behind me.

I see Harry turn around to look at me and stop walking so that we can walk together. I can't help but feel like melting as I see Harry's green eyes sparkle from the rising sun, I see his pupils get larger, but I don't give much thought to it as I've caught up to him now.

"Considering the fact I share a bedroom and bathroom with you, i haven't heard from you much today. How are you darling?"

Harry has nicknames for all of his mates, but I love mine so so much.

"I'm great Harry, how are you?"

"I'm a bit confused on why i haven't talked to you today yet, I missed you" Harry says as he pokes his lip out

God, why did he have to be so perfect all the time. It's almost as if a little reminder went off in my head to say that I need to keep the hints coming that way Harry can find out sooner.

"Harry, Harry, Harry" I say as I put my hand on his shoulder "I bet you don't know how much I missed talking to you this morning, it's as if I can talk to you anytime I need you."

"That's because you can, hold on, did you need me this morning? Did I miss something? Do you need me to do anything?" Harry says as he starts to panic.

"No, I was just saying I love y-... being able to talk to you"

How did I almost let that slip out, this is not the time or place to say that.

"Oh okay"

I can't help but notice that Harry was blushing. Does that mean he heard what I was about to say? No, no, I'm thinking too hard about this. He just enjoyed that I said I love to talk to him.

Harry

Louis blushes every time I mention anything about him, he's adorable. I'm pretty sure i'm blushing as well, but that's not important. We all walk to school making small talk, but we have all been together for so long that we don't have any awkward silences. Once we get to school, we all say goodbye to each other except Niall and I, we have our first class together. We walk into our class and sit down right next to each other like we always do and he immediately starts talking.

"You and Louis are so in love, i can't deal with this"

All of the boys know that I like Lou, and have known since I was 11. I can trust them not to tell Lou or pressure me as much as other people would, but occasionally, they do pressure me.

"C'mon just tell him already, he clearly is very into you as well!"

"You really think?"

"Yes! Have you seen the way you are with each other?"

I think for a moment then realize that he may like me, but I don't get my hopes up too much.

"I guess, I am trying, Nialler, I want to tell him so badly, but i'm scared of what will happen if he says no."

"That won't happen, but I understand. I'm just saying you should tell him soon."

"Thanks for understanding, mate." I say as I lightly punch his shoulder.

The rest of class, I think about me and Lou's friendship, and how it's different from niall, liam, and zayn's. That's when I really believed it.

"Lou may actually love me" The words floated around in my head the rest of class until my thoughts were interrupted by the bell, indicating it was time to switch classes.

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A/N: I'm sorry this is so short, but its 4:24 am and i'm very tired, i'll write more tomorrow. Comment your ideas! i love you <3