Why, why are you doing this?
Why did you let me believe?
Why did you pull me in when you already left?
Why did you pull me back when you already moved on?
Why were you doing that to me when you said you loved me?
Why can't I stop thinking of you even though you treated me like garbage this whole while?
Why can't I hate you?
Why do I have to do things with high risks to fucking not think of you?
Why does it feel like I'm never gonna come out of this love?
Why was I not enough?
Why does it feel like you are just using excuses?
Why does it feel like I meant nothing for you even though you keep saying I don't?
Why does it feel like I'm being used?
Why does it feel like you are intentionally tormenting me?
Why do I not wanna let go even though all of this?
Why did I even let you in if you were just gonna leave me?
