the adventurous adventures of micheal :)

july 16,2020 12:42

(after finishing writing this )

I just- I dont even know where to begin.  Ok her we go i guess.

I'm at my grandparents house for a week, which usually wouldn't be so bad except my little sister (s age 9) and my youngest cousin (c age 11) are acting, well I don't know how to describe it, but before they barley talked, hated each other and now they are like besties?

I probably sound crazy but here's a few examples, 1. they are sleeping in the same bed. doesn't sound that weird but usually they would refuse to even sleep in the same room together.
number 2. they have really deep conversations with each other, normally they won't even say a word to each other. (well get into those convos later)

anyway thats just a few of the things

so naturally I'm sleeping on the floor since I'm the "most mature child", basically what they mean is that they know i won't complain, (holy shit tho it hurts so bad)
I've been sleeping on the floor for a whole week with a sleeping bag and no pillow while s&c who are both very small share a king size bed with a huge fluffy bed set and seven pillows, yes seven and they won't even let me have one. so I lay here in my little home squished inbetween the wall and the bed and I cant even tell you how many times I've hit some part of my body trying to roll over during the night. 

ok enough with the pity party and along to the juicy shit.

so the deep conversations I was on about.

live notes start now
(basically ima write down whatever happens)

Im just chilling in my sleeping bag trying to pick which 1D song I want to start my nighttime ritual off with and I hear c say "wait till she's asleep and then we'll talk" and im just like 👁👄👁 what? then I remember that I have my headphones in so they must assume there is music playing. after I hear those words I know I have to figure out what she's talking about so I devise a plan.

spying plan
1.put 1 earbud it
2.pretend to fall asleep
3.listen in

ok i just  finsidhed step three now we wait

oh shit they are talking about their kinks uhm yall are 9 and 11 how tf yall know what kinks are

apparently my female cousin has a daddy kink, eh not that surprised

hold shit my sister won't stop calling her daddy i- what kinda Alabama type shit

i- what now they are both crying about how their boyfriends left them

uhm i just heard some shit i never wanted to hear my sister say, i am not ok

I'm going to end this here bc I dont want to hear anything else that will scar me for life so ima try to sleep goodnight all, sami xx