I close my eyes and all I can see is the person I love but my mind brings in my negative thoughts to try and ruin me I hate overthinking because i know my relationship is amazing but sometimes I feel like hell is what I'm raising my mind always asks if I'm getting annoying, if I'm boring, if im worth being with or am I really missed but i know that my lover loves me she forever will but knowing my past I'm gonna be insecure about myself I'll overthink the worse but I should be thinking the best it doesn't help that I dont get to see her much and it hurts I miss her I hate the separation but if it wasn't for this covid 19 maybe I would have my dreams my dreams to see my baby girl my dreams to be able to travel the world with her atleast but someone had unleash the covid beast and now the virus is having a feast I really hope it flees cause I wanna be with my queen I hate living my life without her and its something I hate with a passion being separated from my girlfriend god I hate the sound of it please let me go let me see her let me live a happy life with her I just hope she doesn't lose feelings for me during this cause she is one person that I love with my entire heart the one person I will truly miss in my life I love her with all my heart and I hope nothing in this world tears us apart please I need to see her before my mind becomes completely dark
