when all is said and done

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When all is said and done,
Maybe I would be able to start again,
to have a clean slate
to finally put all my pieces back together that is scattered around every places.

When all is said and done,
Then there would be no turning back anymore
No more ink of your promise that's holding me back all along.
No more room thinking for the what if's and could have been's if only we have fixed things between us.

When all is said and done
It's gonna be completely over.
And it would no longer be you.
Because from this day on
All that is going to matter is myself.

When all is said and done
I would be rebuilding my broken self from the shattered pieces that was left
And believe me when I say that by the time i fixed myself up
It would be the best version of myself
It would be a masterpiece from the broken pieces—
Of your love that once keep me whole but ends up shattering me.
Of your promise that was broken the moment it was made.
Of a bittersweet memories of you that made me feel both best and worst feelings.

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