A Daring Crime

Prologu

"Are you sure about this?"he asked licking his lips as he help me remove his shirt.

his dark eyes piercing into mine,reminds me of someone.

"y-yes"i said and kissed him ferociously. trying to forget everything, even if it's just for tonight.

he let out a low growl as his kisses went down from my jaw to my neck, kissing every part of me. i can feel his hand all over my body touching and feeling every part of me.

i heard a sound as he unclasped my bra and threw it carelessly as he hastily remove my shirt and settled himself in between my thighs.

"ugh shit-mm"i tried to stifled my moans as he went down to licked one of my mound and palmed the other as one of his hands made it's way down.

i feel bad and good at the same time. alam ko'ng mali, pero kung ito lang din ang paraan, kelangan ko'ng subukan.

hindi ko na alam kung saan ko ibabaling ang ulo ko ng maramdam ko ang kanyang kamay sa ibabaw ng natitirang saplot na meron ako.

"Are you ready?"he asked looking straight into my eyes and before I could even respond he already inserted his fingers, he didn't even give me time to adjust and just move deep and fast inside me.

I arched my back as i felt the building tension on my stomach.

"please, p-put it inside"i plead under him not caring how desperate I might look.

"what do you want me to put inside?"his voice screams danger. pakiramdam ko ay pag mali ang sagot ko ay paparusahan niya ako.

"your d-dick. i w-want you inside me."he started to unbuckle his belt and remove his pants with his boxers.

napaawang ang labi ko ng hilahin niya ako palapit sakanya and without a warning he slammed his hardness into me.

"Satte faste-"huli na ng na-realize ko ang lumabas sa bibig ko. a hint of pain can be seen in his eyes as he stood up and started picking up his clothes.

"im s-sorry Keen. i didn't mean to-"naputol ang sasabihin ko ng bigla siyang humarap saakin.

"What now Vria? you didn't mean to what?moan his fucking name Infront of me??damn!"his voice is laced with pain but his eyes screamed anger. i bit my lips to prevent myself from tearing up.

I sob quietly as he started wearing his clothes."I fucking love you! after everything you've done to me. im here willing to forgive you. and here you are messing up everything I'm willing to fix."

i want to hurt myself for hurting him again.

"i tried okay? i tried! Sinubukan ko naman e, kase mahal din kita "bulalas ko ng hindi ko na mapigilan ang emosyong kanina ko pa pilit itinatago.

"then try harder! cause I'm fucking trying. at hindi ko na alam kung ano pa ang gagawin ko."i turned a blind eye into his pleas.

hopefully for the last time.

"let me go. It's not working anymore. let's just stop this."i finally said it,pinigilan ko ang sarili ko na tumingin sa mga mata niya.

kahit masakit.

kahit hindi yon ang gusto ko.

i need to stop myself from taking back my words.

"Tama ka. hindi na tayo masaya. puro sakit na lang ang binibigay natin sa isa't isa. nakakasawa na."Nakita ko ang pagtakas ng iilang likido sa kanyang mga mata bago nya ako tinalikuran.

"Please find someone who deserve you."i said before he reached the door.

isang hakbang na lang Vria.

isang hakbang na lang at malaya na siya sa lahat ng sakit na dulot mo.

"it's me who doesn't deserve you." i heard him say as he finally closed the door.

leaving me all by myself in this room, with all the memories we both failed to continue, because of me.