To The Moon And Never Back

C5

"I guess it's a no. Okay"  he said and kinabit ang earphones niya. Pag labas namin ng elevator, I stopped habang ioopen ang door.

"Okay, I'll go with you." I said and went inside.

He just nodded and smiled. "That'll be on Friday night." He said and went straight to his room.

Gumaan bigla pakiramdam ko. Na parang hindi ako naospital kanina.

I stayed here sa sofa and nag post lang sa book of minds.

Random thoughts ko lang...

"I think I've already found my cure." I posted.

After minutes, it reaches 100+ likes and shares.

Can't believe nakadami ako ng followers agad dito. It's been weeks na rin since post ako ng post ng poems, mga lines sa books... And some random thoughts. Parang twitter lang?

I got bored and inikot ikot ang salas.

I pouted and went to Nathans room. Hindi ko alam bat ako pumasok dito...I checked, nag lalaro sha. Lumapit ako.

"Formal?" Umupo ako sa bed niya and nag lalaro lang sha sa isang computer niya. "Hey?! Earth to Nathaniel? Formal ba susuotin?" I asked. Well I know formal. But I just need an excuse para makapasok.

"Hmmh" he nodded and sobrang focus sha sa laro niya that he didn't even give time to glance at me.

"Ano yan?" I asked. Pero inignore niya ko.

I sighed and faked my cough, I even walked around and checked his books. At kung ano anong papansin ang ginawa ko. Pumunta ako sa harap ng mahabang salamin niya at nakita ang suot ko. Oh, I was wearing a simple sweater and maong shorts. Buti nalang fair lang height ko... Pero hanggang shoulders lang ako ni Nathan gosh!I stamped on the floor and tumingin sakanya. Pero di sha tumitingin pabalik. Ang lamig naman dito sa room niya. Ang bango pa!

Kumuha ako ng swivel chair mula sa room ko and umupo sa tabi niya to watch him play.And tinaas ko mga paa ko para icross leg.

He kept on glancing at me, and pag nananalo sha iniikot niya swivel chair ko.

"Waaahh!!" Parang abot tenga na ngiti niya ng manalo sha.

There was a time na ihuhug niya ako pero halatang nag dadalawang isip  sha. Instead, hinahampas nalang niya ako dahil victory sha.

I can feel my heart pumping out loud. I asked to leave and palapit na ko sa pinto ng narinig ko sha sumigaw

"Aaagh!!!!" He said.

I was shocked and looked at him.

Then he looked at me... "Balik ka dito mamaya. And... Take your meds" he said while looking back to his computer.

I smiled with my teeth wide and went outside.

Pag pasok ko ng room ko para akong statwang naka tayo and bumagsak sa kama.

I posted another status ng nafefeel ko ngayon

"Tues,3pm 'If y'all think I still haven't found the cure... Reality check. I already damn did!!' "

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" So, Toria kamusta grades? " My dad asked.

We're having our dinner and sasama daw muna ako sa Davao for a day to have a hang with them.

"Good po daddy, just same. Part of DL" I smiled.

"Are you and Nathan fine naman right? " My dad
asked while drinking his wine.