One piece shots (Jenlisa)

Cheater (part 2)

"Jen?"

"Jen? How are you? Does it hurt anywhere? Should I call the doc–" I cutted of unnie

"I'm fine unnie.."

"Oh Thank God your fi–"

"You should've let me die.."

"What?" Unnie retorted as if she did'nt heard me

"You should've let me die unnie!! Didn't you heard me?!! You should've le–"

"SHUT THE FUCK UP JENNIE!!" I flinched at unnie's voice

She's pacing back and forth running her hands through her hair and sigh into frustration

"Jennie pleasee..help me, help yourself Jen, I can't do this if your always like this...please help yourself, I'm here Jen your not alone in this..when your being like this I can't help but feel hurt too..your suffering way too much already..please don't torture yourself, you shoud've do something that can make Lisa prove that you already change, that..that your worth for her love"   I didn't notice that unnie's already crying when I heard her sobs

She's right..

I should help her..heck she might feel that I'm not appreciating her for not staying by my side...God I do..I do appreciate her a lot..if not because of her maybe I'm not here anymore

"Unnie..I'm sorry" tears rolled down in my eyes already

"I'm so sorry" I stop myself escaping the sobs that's coming out of my mouth

"Hey..hey it's okay..it's okay I'm here Jen" She said while hugging my head while I sob louder in her stomach

When my sobs subsided I look up to her

"Unnie thank you.." I sincerely said

"Thank you for staying by my side unnie..I don't know what to do if your not here..my mind is not working anymore it feels like I'm going crazy everytime I remember what I did.."

"Your like my little sister already Jen..I'll always be here for you okay?" She asked, I nodded not trusting my voice, silence envelope us a good one..till unnie breaks it

"Can you do me a favor?" I nodded against her stomach still hugging her

"Can you bring back your old self? the happy Jendukie I know..the dumpling in your cheeks that's nowhere to be found? Can you be the best person that deserves Lisa's love? Can you Jennie?" Unnie held my chin up looking directly in my eyes

And for the first time in 5 years...

I smiled..a genuine one

"I will unnie"

"That's the dukie I know!! Make me proud!!, now..now let's stop this drama I'm so hungryyy I gotta go buy some foods, you owe me chickens Jenduke!! Bu–"

"Buckets of chicken" I continue her sentence chuckling while rolling my eyes..Gosh I can't handle her obsession towards chicken..I'm not gonna be surprise anymore if one day she'll turn into one..

"Okay..okay I'm glad you know that!! Gotta get going" Unnie said before closing the door

Unnie's right..she's always been right...I will change Lisa...I will...accept me still baby...