Sometimes I feel like nothing, like I'm worthless and that I just can't be happy. But then I see her and she puts an automatic smile on my face a 5 year friendship and she has never let me down, that shows love and care.
This numbness goes away once I see her all I need is her and yet at my hardest times, she puts away her problems just to make me feel better she's always there. And I never want to lose her. I'm moving away soon and I'm not ready because I don't want to leave her. June 6: i went to see her I tried to record her reaction but she hugged me and I almost dropped my phone, and I'll miss her hugs when I can't have the everyday, sometimes her hugs were the reason I was able to smile. She's all I need in this world to survive.
My parents think she's behind my depression but she's the one who numbs it. Shes the only one who can actually make me smile, she stayed after 5 years while everyone else left. She's like the light in my room like I'm the one in hers, and even if I'm moving I want her to know that I'll always love her and that I'll always be here, she has numbed my depression to the point where I can say it's gone when I'm with her.
Thank you so much, Hisoka's Wife/Hisoka's Daddy :)
