Hi! Musta ka na? It's been a while haha. This may not be the best way to start this but regardless of how much time has passed by, palagi parin akong napapaisip about what's been happening in your life lately. Wala akong magawa kundi ang magpakabusy para maiwasan nalang ang kakaisip sayo. I often wonder how you are, anong ginagawa mo sa mga oras na yun, and kahit wala akong idea, I believe you must be well. It's what I hope for because that's what you deserve. It's weird how much you can miss a person when they're only one chat away, lol. But that's the thing.. I can't message you anymore or send you selfies or updates on messenger the way I used to. I can't do any of the things I want to do with you anymore and it fucking sucks.
There are still moments when everything I see reminds me of you. And whenever our memories came rushing back to me, hinahayaan ko lang sarili kong isipin lahat ng yun, feeling every bit of love and pain I thought was gone. Tanggap ko naman na.. pero akala ko okay na ko, akala ko kaya ko na. But dumarating nalang din bigla yung time na maaalala ko lahat and hihilingin na sana di nalang tayo natapos. Sana may nagawa pa ko para ayusin tayo. I wonder if you think about me. I wonder if you're happy, happy without me.
Remember the time na nasa 7/11 tayo then you cried in front of me? Nasa isip ko nun, "I don't know what to do para mawala lahat ng problema neto but I really love this person and ayokong nakikita siyang ganito kaya magsstay lang ako at ibibigay lahat ng pagmamahal na deserve neto." Kaya thank you. Thank you not just for loving me, but thank you for showing me a part of you that no one else know. Thank you for letting me love you. For making me realize that I can love someone this much. No matter what happens, I will treasure all the memories that we have and You will always be in my heart.
I love you. I still do and will forever be. I know darating din yung araw na makakaya na kitang mahalin nang hindi na nakakaramdam ng sakit. Anw, thank you so much baba. Even if it's painful, you've brought me back to the most important person in my life, ang sarili ko. I will forever be grateful that God has blessed me of having someone like you. My love for you will always be the best thing I could ever have. Well, life is a constant change. May ups and downs, may good times and bad times. Pero masaya ako dahil na-experience ko yun nang kasama ka. Sa lahat ng nangyare, I still pray that you and I will see each other again...
I guess what I want to say is that I just really miss you hahaha. I'm looking forward to the day we can meet again, my baba.
- Baba
