If only I had listened a year ago. If I had listened to the rumours going around that Alice was a fake friend.
If I had I wouldn't be here right now.
Standing by myself. Kicking Stones. The stones didn't do any harm to me. But people did. It's intriguing that I would think that. But it's true.
I can't hide truth. It just pushes into me digging deeper until I feel useless.
But what I can hide is only fake. Fake things.
Just one look at me explains everything. I am ugly. Just a bit of makeup makes me look like a clown.
I have no where to let free of my emotions except myself. But what can I do. I used to say I am me for a reason but now I have just given up.
It me that makes myself a piece of rubbish. Kicked to the side. Sounds good.
Everything about me is wrong. Dumb.
Bad. Even my parent shake there heads at me. My name is Lee.
The literal replica of ugly. My parents should have just named me ugly. Well I'm practically Queen of ugly at my school
It burns to even think about school right now. My head aches during lessons. My ears ring when the teachers talk.
It is hard. So hard. I can't complain to anyone as I go to boarding school. I hardly see my parents. I am at school during all the holidays. Even then the teachers look down on me. The nice ones just whisper to each other and say poor child.
My name is also a similarity to glee but I am far from that then again.
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This is part of my imagination it has no similarities to real life.
