Eclipse

The Second Letter

It's been 35 days. 35 days since I've met him. He's my hero. He has helped me so much. I don't self harm anymore, and I think I'm moving on from that dark part of my life. I feel complete when I'm with him.

And I feel happy. But not completely happy. That's because my parents hate him. I don't know why but they have forbidden me to meet him. But it's not like I care. Nothing can separate me from him.

My parents say he's bad for me, that he'll hurt me but I guess that's what parents are supposed to say to their daughter for their boyfriends.

But he loves me. I know that. I can feel it. It's something about the way he kiss me. It is more than love. It's more than lust. It's need. We need each other.

It's something about the way he looks into my eyes, it's like he's watching through them. I don't know how he does it. And when we talk, his raspy voice makes me shiver. And he's so smart, so intelligent, he knows so many things and I'm in awe everytime i hear him speak.

And the way he treats me, he couldn't do it better. He always listen to me when i talk, even when i say stupid things. He never laughs when i choke in my own words. He always let me cry in his arms. He never insists for me to stop crying, he says he wants me to let it all out while I'm with him.

He listens to me when i'm in my depressive moments. He gives me hope. He shows me the beautiful things in life I've never seen. He makes me strong.

He accepts me for who I am. No masks, no lying, just me. He accepts me the way i am. And I love that.

During the days I've been knowing him better and I'm trying to learn how things work in his world. I'm trying to understand the meanings of his words, the meanings of his tattoos, the secrets of his dark past. He keeps me away from it but I'm not scared. Not anymore.

I'll accept whatever he hides. He accepts me the way I am and I'm gonna do the same. Besides it's not like I have any other choice. I'm crazy about him.