Hi, my name is amber, I'm 16 years old, I live in a very religious family, they are Catholic, we go to church on Sundays like normal, and in the week I go to school, I'm in my 2 year of high school, my friends are assholes, they're, what do you call them, oh yeah, fake friends, the thing is I'm lesbian, and as you can see , my surroundings are not good, but I just have to get used to it, hope I make it out of the darkness..
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~PRESENT~
It's Monday, 6:27 am, I leave for school at 6:50, I have exactly 23 minutes to get ready, so I get up and put my normal clothes, jeans and a sweater, it's now 6:39, I wálk downstairs and meet my mom and dad, mom was leaving for church, and dad for work,
"Good morning"
I say with a smile, my mom just looks at me and smiles
"Your breakfast is ready hunny"
She replies
"I have to go, I gotta be there by 7:30"
He gives my mom a small kiss and gives me a small hug
"May God come with you and take care of you"
My mom said as always
It was now 6:45, I ate my breakfast, graved my backpack and went over to mom
"Bye ma gotta go"
I smile and give her a kiss on the cheek
I walk out the front way and walk to school, it was just about 3 to 4 blocks away so once I got there it was 6:55 am, as you can see, i like keeping track of time, it calms me somehow, makes me more assure of what I'll do exactly all day, it kinda makes me not loose my mind, once I got to school I out my stuff in my locker, and walked to my first class, my 'friends' as always were there, 2 freshly made bitches and one stupid guy, I don't even know why I hang out with them, maybe it's to make my mom know I'm 'normal' as she calls it,
"Look whos here"
Said Katy with a stupid smile on her face
Maddy just laughs alongside with Jake
"Hey guys"
I smile
I then sit in my seat, 1 min till the teacher came
"So, there's a party on Sunday at my house, you are all invited, oh, even your brother amber"
Maddy looked at me with a wicked smile, yeah that's what I thought, they where oy hanging out with me because of my 'hot' brother, I look over at Jake, he was blushing, as it seems, Maddy and Katy just want my brother fpr his looks , but Jake was difirent, he was gay, I was the only one that knew, i mean, the way he looks talks and acts around my brother is funny, and I kinda found his diary in his backpack, he was in love with my brother, and I liked that, but I also felt bad, you see, my brother Is a jerk, he treats me like shit, he's just a year older than me, but we walk to school separately, and today he had à day off, in that moment I just look at Maddy and smile, then the teacher comes in, and class start.
*Hours later*
It was break time and I was thinking of a plan to get Jake to come out, then me, than make jake and my brother fall in love, I gotta say, it was gonna be hard, but first, I had to máke Jake come out, as always he was with the girls
"Hey...umm jake?.. can I have a word with you?.."
I said, he just looked at me and then got up, I could see Maddy and Katy trying not to laugh, I look back at Jake
