Fucked up Monday

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Okay the first day of grade 10 and I literally want to jump off a bridge because when I'm at school I get bullied and pushed around by my ex and and his friends mostly cheerleaders god I hate them.
Anyways I go and have a shower and get ready
And wear this

Anyways I go and have a shower and get readyAnd wear this

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After that I go and eat I just have some simple cereal and then the bus comes Y:DANIEL!! D:WHAT?! Y:BUS!! D:COMING!! —————————————————————————Did I mention I have an older brother? Anyways yeah that's Daniel we're actually just 1 year apart I'm a ...

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After that I go and eat I just have some simple cereal and then the bus comes Y:DANIEL!! D:WHAT?! Y:BUS!! D:COMING!!
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Did I mention I have an older brother? Anyways yeah that's Daniel we're actually just 1 year apart I'm a 10th grader and he's an 11th grader so not so far apart but sometimes I get kinda scared of him because he has anger issues and he's been so depressed lately because of his so called "girlfriend" he tries to hide his depression but little does he know I'm getting bullied at school my brother does not know about the people that bully me or even know that I am getting bullied because if he found out he would rip every single one of them apart and my bullies told me if I tell him their gonna all gang bash him so I keep my mouth shut
Oh did I also mention I have a huge crush on my brothers best friend?!
His name is Adrian Mich 😩 gosh I love him so much we're kinda close tbh like if Daniel's not home when he comes and hangs at my house we just hang out him and my brother are also so popular at school and I'm the odd one out and the sad thing is he also doesn't know what I'm going through at school neither does my best friend Brooke 😔. I'm so disappointed in myself.
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*back to reality*
I get on the bus with my brother and sit down and I realise Brooke is not on the bus she usually always comes on the bus with me but she's not here so I call her.....
*call*
Y/n:good morning beautiful how come ur not on the bus with me?
B:y/n......
Y:what?...
B:I have something to tell you *starts crying*
Y:omg What is it?! *I whisper on the bus*
B:call me when you get to school and I'll tell you everything Y:okay I'm kinda scared B:no Need to be scared I'm here Y:okay call you then I love you B:love you too bestie
*end call*
I get to school and me and Daniel split up and I run straight to the bathroom but there's no running from Layla L:where are you going ugly face? Y:move I need to go L:aww where are you going to see your pathetic bestie in the hospital *starts fake crying*
Y:w-what? L:yeah she's- A:Layla leave her alone Brooke will tell her go away! L:fine but your getting a beaten after school you little rat! A:I SAID GO Y:A-Adrian what's going on?! A:I'm sorry Y:f-for what?! I run to the bathroom and call Brooke.....
*call*
B:h-hello Y:Brooke! Y:Brooke! Tell me what's going on! B:y/n I don't have much time but I just wanted to tell You you've been such an amazing friend I love you you make me feel so loved and happy you and your family and just know I'll always be with you
*end call*
I run out of the bathroom and go to Daniel and Adrian Y:what did you not tell me?! I say with tears filling my eyes and so manny cold wet tears running down my face D:Y/n I- Y:SHES MY BEST FRIEND! A:y/n come with me I'll tell you privately
We both walk to the back of the oval where it's quiet
Y:what did you not tell me Adrian?! I ball my eyes out A:y/n your best friend Brooke had cancer and she was very sick during the holidays that's why you never got to see her all holidays and now she's g-gone Y:w-what
I fall to my knees and just cry 😭.
Adrian comes over and hugs me and holds me into his chest I just cry in his chest all the memories going through my head and spinning since I first met her in grade 1 Y:why did you have to leave so early Brooke? I sulk and cry A:it's okay Y/n we all loved her she was the best woman ever she loved you so much I CRY CRY and more CRYING Y:and I stand up and her name Y:BROOKE!! And then the wind gets heaven and the clouds go grey and that's when I know she's here with me she loved rain so much
Y:a-Adrian A:Yeah? Y:is there any thing she wanted to say to me before she left me? A:um she wants you to ask out your crush and she said she loves you so much and she'll be there for everything and she'll be there when you have children and when you walk down the aisle and when you turn 90 Y:I knew I had to let her go one day I smile with tears in my eyes and look up at the sky and Adrian just holds me right  under his arms and we sit there staring at the sky for about 2 minutes then we walk to class together Y:um a-Adrian can u come over our house today? A:of course anything to make you happy I'm always here
*To Be Continued*

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