Toxic
4/21/2020
By:Jennifer Naylor
Look into my eyes,what do you see?
Tear build up?inner scars ? or is it
My regrets and fears?,Is it the way i lie to keep you from
Finding out how i really feel?
Or is it
The way i bite my nails when i want a high?
Or do you see what you want to see?
Happy
Truthful
Innocent
Positive
Little girl that you wish i still was? Or
Do you see past the lies,past the glass lifeless eyes that remind you
Of what hell must look like?Do you pretend that im okay to make you feel better?
Or do
My dead emotions make you wonder why?
Do my eyes cry for help when you look into them?
Do they tell you how alone i really am inside? Or do you pretend that its not true,that a girl like me could never feel that way? Do you see the way i fall in love so fast because i want someone to distract the way i feel? Look past my eyes,and turn to my lips . do they tell you
That im okay or do uoy know that its bullshit? Do you pretend not to see my scars and hope that i won't go through with it one day? Or can you hear my screams for help? Can you ever understand that the tears that run down my face are not fake or for anyones attention! Or do you see the way i push people away because i cant keep my emotions intact long enough to keep them around anyway.
PLEASE TELL ME
WHAT DO YOU SEE!?
