never the same

8

"last night was fun" i swear i gagged but it's fine i mean .....if i was my mom i would fuck that man seven days the week. i shake my head and walk to them

"y'all needa chil lol" i day and grab orange juice

"oh billie your gonna stuck with Brandon while i leave for a week to san fran to a trip...no going out because you came gone LATE and drunk. you're not even 21 yet" she tells me and brandon looks at her like what

"you didn't tell me?" he says

"mom ima be stuck with him?" i ask and i chuckle "done escpect for me to not wanna go out " i say mad and shit. yeah i was drunk but i'm legal now wtf and i can have fun...but being stuck with brandon for a week going to do his stuff with him too gotta make me wanna die

"ima leave tonight at 10" she says i just nod and brandon dose too

later on at 6

i sit up and josiah dose too. brandon and my mom megan went to get some stuff while she thought i was gonna be alone but then josiah just came out of nowhere and we just had sex rough and it felt good but i didn't like it beacuse i just think of when he abuses me...

i look at him dressing "your not staying for longer?" i ask

he laughs "no wtf i gotta go with issaic i told you baby " he says

i nod and look at his phone while he walks to the battroom

i see some texts on his phone and open

it's some with this chick that's called ashley and they dirty talking and sending photos and he tells her he loves her. my heart breaks and i start to cry a bit. he comes back and i leave his phone alone and out a fake smile .

he kisses me and gives me a hickey

"aye sorry for hitting you again..i'm just having issues" he says and kisses me and i dodge the kiss.

"what?" he says

"would you lie to me?" even tho i know he will. he already did and is again

"no i won't billie " he says getting up

"i love you but i gotta go" he says walking out

i just start to cry and scream "FUCK HIM" i yell

i get dressed again and go to the living room and bring a blanket and the sun starts to go down early so i watch the office and sleep in the couch

brandon

it's 8 witch means i get 2 hours of megan. we get hone and we see billie sleeping. i look at her and go to pick her up and take her to her room. and kiss her cheek..i see a hickey and nod and look again. bruh did somone hit her again or is that a hickey..didn't see that there last time...

i walk out and megan starts kissing me

"ba-" she cuts me off "shut up" she says

then we had sex.

10 ;40

just dropped it Megan at the airport and got back home. i walk into billies room and see her listening to music drawing

"what you listening to b?" i ask

"uzi" she says

i sit next to her and grab a earphone and we start rapping together

"aye you good at raping brandon" billie tells me

"ya think?" i say and she nods

she takes her earphones off and unplugs them .

she puts her phone to charge and looks at me .

"i like your lips brandon" she tells me. then i look at her ,her eyes,her lips,her just her everything

i lick my lips and then i shake everything off

"go to sleep " i say kinda getting up

but she grabs my hand "don't tell me what to do." she says

she comes and gets in her knees |like she's in her knees in the bed to get to his face yk|

then she kisses me. ofc i kiss her back her lips are magic to me, i grab her waist and put her slowly down on her bed laying her down 

billie
brandon lays me down and kisses me and kisses my neck while i look up. yes my plan is finally gonna work out . i moan and grab his hand and place it on my pussy 

"i want you so bad brandon " i moan

he looks at me "shit" he stops and gets up

"what?" i say sitting up

"your-your my -i don't know billie just" i cut him off

"i know you want me brandon " "you wanna feel me , my skin, my hands" i grab his hand and slip it right under my underwear "me" "you want me don't you" i ask him i can see it's working

"billie -"

"no fine" i take his hand off "fuck you"

i push him out of my room and lock it. fuck i need to sleep with him and later one think of a way for him to get rid of my mom so he can leave our lifes.