~•{Touch}•~

••{Expect the Unexpected}••

I peeked out the bathroom door. Tae was on his phone facing away from me. I crept towards the closet unnoticed. I turned around to the closet and quietly looked for and outfit.

I quickly put a shirt on so the scars on my arms wouldn't show. I was still in the closet searching for some pants when a pair of warm hands held my waist.
I gasped jump at the touch. I quickly turn to see Taehyung looking me up and down. My breath hitched as he grips my waist tighter.

"Ta-Tae" I say blushing, "Wh-what ar-"
He pushed his index finger against my lips, "Shhh" He whispered in to my ear, sending chills through out my body. Tar Tae took the towel off my lower half. I immediately covered my crotch with my hands. "T-t-tae" I gasp feeling the cold air around my thighs, calf's, and lower back.

"It's ok I won't look," He paused, "Not too much at least." He smirked as he looked around in my closet.
He looked for quite some time and suddenly giggled, he pulled out my white underwear with pink hearts on it. I blushed hard as he held them up in front of me waving them around.
He lifts up one of my legs holding it up, slidding the underwear on ,doing the same to the other. He hasn't pulled them all the way up yet
"Bunny" He says
"Hmm" Was all I said, unable to use my words.
"You need to move your hands so I can pull them up."
My jaw dropped, that means he would see my-
I didn't get to finish the thought, because I gasped as he moved my hands away from my crotch, making my staff hang down in front of him.
I tried my best not too get hard but ultimately failed. My member sprang up as soon as I felt his eyes on it.
He chuckles "Want me to help you with that?" He said looking up at me. "W-we h-have t-o go to school." I said blushing madly.
"We'll just have to be a little late." He said grabbing my staff stroking it roughly.

"Aah-T-tae" I moaned,secretly hppy he was doing this. He strokes it faster, my legs go weak making me wobble a bit. I cum on his hand,panting heavily. He licks my liquid off his hand and pulls my underwear up completely. He puts me in my pants clipping the clips on my shoulders and looks at me. I look at the ground blushing hard thinking about how good it felt to have Tae's hand's on me in that way.

He lifts my chin making me look at his face. He's smirking happily at me, which makes my heart do a triple backhand spring.

"Call me whenever you need help with that again." He winks at me. I just nod to shook to use words. He walks me to the mirror on the front of my bathroom door to see my outfit. And it just so happens to be something that brought bad pretty bad memories.

•{Bunni- I mean Jungkook's outfit 😅}•

I looked at myself shocked I felt my cheeks that were now wet. Taehyung looks at me and his smile drops. "Bunny what's wrong." He asked looking worried.

I explained my dream to him, except the part where I went to his house, and made out with him, of course.
He pulled me to him and gave me a long warm hug. "I'm sorry bunny," He says apologeticly, "you don't have to wea-"
I cut him off, "it's fine Tae Tae we need to leave soon though before we're late."

He nods his head and we head for his car. We get in and he drives us to the school building. We get out the car I see Yoongi standing beside the boys bathroom. I wave at him, he waves back at me. Tae and I walk over to him.
"hey grandpa" I says smiling.
"Grandpa?" Tae asks curiously.
"You should see the way he runs" I say trying not to laugh at the vision.
Yoongi looks at me with a death stare so I try to clear my face of all giggles before he murders me.
Jimin walks out the restroom, "Oh hey Kookie, hey Tae."
I smile at him, while Tae waves politely. The bell rings and we head to class I nervously walk in the classroom afraid to see Miles, but luckily he wasn't there so I sat down by myself and worked alone. I kept glancing at Taehyung's table to see him and that girl working together happily. This made my heart clench. I don't want anyone to be near Tae. I want him to just be for me.

After a while of thinking I decided to ask Taehyung to go out with me after class. The class finally ended after what seemed ages. I walk outside the classroom door, and what I saw made me drop my books, making a huge boom through the hall.

I. Saw. Taehyung's. Lips. On. A. Girls. Lips

Not just any girl his partner in Chemistry.
When he heard the bang Taehyung looked at me with scared eyes. He pushes the girl away. I saw Jimin, Yoongi, Namjoon, Jin, and Hobi look over at me as well but my eyes were on Tae.

"Kookie let me-" Tar starts to walk towards me.
"NO" I yell making him flinch. I feel everyone's eyes on me, but I don't care.

"DON'T COME NEAR ME, DON'T TOUCH ME I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN THAT THIS WAS GOING TO HAPPEN." I scream tears streaming down my face. "I SHOULD HAVE REALIZED IT WAS TO GOOD TO BE FUCKING TRUE. I WAS SO HOPEFUL FOR SOMEONE TO LOVE ME THAT I EXPECTED A FUCK BOY TO CARE ABOUT ME."

"K-kookie" He stutters as his eyes get glossy ,but I'm to mad to notice.

I pull up my sleeves and show the scars on my arms. Everyone gasps at the sight of the cuts.

"Kookie" I hear Jimin say with his hands over his face, while tears ran down his face.
Jin is also crying, Hobi is tearing up, While Yoongi and Namjoon look at me in shock.

I see tears run down from Taehyung's eyes.

"I-i g-g-give u-up" I say, my voice shaking.
I run out the building not looking back I hear my friends call my name as I leave campus.
I run all the way to my house not stopping for air until I reach my porch. I run upstairs, go to the bathroom sink and throw stuff out if it until I find a blade.

I cut into my forearms deeper than usual not enough to kill me though just enough to leave a pretty big scar. Blood dripped from my arms but I felt no pain at all, I feel nothing. I walk over to my bed and sit on the side of it.

"If they won't love me then fine, I lived all my life without it I don't need it." I cried myself to sleep that night.
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[Welp....that happened
It actually hurt my heart to write this🥺🥺 I'm sorry Kookie🐰]

Qots:What's the birth date of your bias?

I'm sorry for any misspelling and grammar triggers💜💜💜