Study Date -Analogical

Utter Gay Panic

Virgil was in a gay panic.

His crush Logan Sanders just walked into the library. Sure, they may have never talked to each other, nor ever made eye contact, but that's perfectly normal. Right?

Let's be real. Logan probably doesn't even know that Virgil exists, and likely not gay either. So, Virgil was stuck. The most he could do is fanboy to Remus, who typically can't keep secrets, but has managed to keep this one. For now.

For right now, Virgil was going to study Logan from afar, instead of the books he should be reading. Study how his hair was styled neatly out of his face. How his glasses perched on his nose. How neat his clothes were. How he's sitting at the table next to him.

Realizing how close Logan is to him, Virgil stopped looking and ducked his head into his books. He tries to focus on the book, but it's hard with the handsome man sitting next to him. Virgil was going to suffocate if he stayed any longer. He closes his books, gets up a bit too quickly, and leaves the library at a normal pace.

Yes, Logan has a crush. He never though that he would ever like anyone, but especially not the "emo" kid Virgil Picani . There was something about this guy, besides him being incredibly handsome, like he knew him already. The only person that knew about this was his friend Roman.

Logan walks into the library to study for an upcoming chemistry exam, which happens to be the only class that he and Virgil have together. And it is the only class that he has trouble paying attention in. So what if he just happens to stare at Virgil every so often?

He sits down and begins to study, not noticing that Virgil was a few feet away from him. He didn't notice Virgil until he got up and left. Logan, worried that he might be having another panic attack, promptly followed him into the hall.

"Virgil, wait!" Logan semi-shouted down the hall.

Virgil turned around, breath hitching in his throat because damn that voice.
"Logan! Hi!" He responds, eyes wide and voice cracking slightly. After all, his crush noticed him and knows his name.

"W-what's up?" Virgil asks, shaking but not noticeably.

"It's nothing really, I was just worried about the way you left. You seemed a little bit panicked, and I was worried that you might have been having a panic attack." Logan explains in a hurried tone, just now realizing that he was actually talking to his crush.

"I-I'm fine." Virgil blushed. Logan knew that he had panic attacks. He shouldn't be excited about that but, oh well. It shows that Logan pays attention to him. "Y-you notice that?"

Logan began to panic, he had backed himself into a metaphorical corner. Get it together Logan, He thought, silently, for all I know he isn't even gay!

"Yes, I notice. Usually you tend to avoid social situations and you sometimes rush out of Chemistry in a hurry, I sorta connected the dots." Logan tried to briefly explain, trying and failing to somewhat conceal the blush that was rising into his cheeks.

Virgil blushed. "Yeah. I usually do that to get through the crowd as quickly as possible."

He scratched the back of his neck. How much does Logan know just by observing? Virgil starts to blush even more. "But anyways, thanks for worrying. But I'm fine. I just remembered some chores I have to do." It's somewhat true. He does have chores to do.

Logan knew that if he was going to ask, now would be the time to do it.

"Oh, but before you go, I have also noticed that you have been struggling in Chemistry, and I was told that teaching helps one learn the material better, so do you maybe want to have a study session sometimes?" He asked very nervously.

"Oh, yeah. That would be good." Virgil agrees, weirdly calm. In all actuality, he's freaking out so much that he's now on autopilot. "Should we swap numbers so we can plan when?" holyfuckholyfuckholyfuckholyfuckholyfuck how the hell did he smoothly ask for Logan's number?!

"Yeah, that would be great. Here, you can type your number into my phone and I'll text you." Logan shakily responded, and handed him his phone.panicpanicpanicpanicpanic

Virgil grabbed Logan's phone and quickly typed in his number. He handed the phone back and said "Talk to you later." He walked until he was out of sight and ran home.

Once he got home, Virgil started hyperventilating. How the fuck did he smoothly ask Logan for his number?! He texted Remus about the panic then threw his phone on the bed. He screamed into a pillow for about a minute. Afterwards, he started on the chores he had to do.

Logan walked home and went to his room, he started to pace, because that is what he does when he is panicked. He decides that he should tell Roman.

After Roman did his usual hour long freakout after Logan told him, he decided to text Virgil.
(Bold is text)
Hey, It's Logan. When do you want to study together?

Virgil was laying on his bed until the text tone scared him so bad that he fell off. He really needs to stop doing that. He checked the text seeing that it was from Logan. He quickly saved him in his contacts while shaking violently.

Would tomorrow be good for you?

Yeah, Tomorrow works. After school at my place?

The realization hits him, he is asking Virgil, his CRUSH over to his house. ohnoohnoohnoohnoohno
He waits, panicked for Virgils response.

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK LOGAN, his CRUSH just asked him to his house. FUCK

Yeah sounds good. Would I just walk home with you?

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHH

hesaidyeshesaidyeshesaidyes!!!

Yeah, if it is ok with you.

Logan then screamed into his pillow in a fit of utter gay panic.

Cool

Virgil then proceeded to throw his phone into the corner and scream. As soon as he started screaming however, Remus walked in as they usually hang out after school.

"That is a mood." Remus commented on Virgil screaming then picked up his phone and looked through his texts. "Did y'all just schedule a study date~?" Remus said in a sing songy voice.

Virgil just threw a pillow at Remus while burying his face in a another pillow.

Logan continued to scream into said pillow until eventually Roman showed up, like he always does.

Roman picked up his phone and read through his last texts. " YOU MADE A STUDY DATE WITH VIRGIL AND YOU DID NOT TELL ME?"

Logan groans and nods, still in his gay panic with his face in a pillow.

Remus lays in top of Virgil, continuing to look through his phone. Virgil just groans and start trying to get Remus off of him by wiggling. "Get off me, you fatass."

Remus gets off in favor of crawling under bed. "So, what prompted the two of you to talk to each other?" Remus said, voice muffled due to the mattress above him.

Roman was bombarding Logan with questions, so much that Logan had to basically explain the entire story of how they started meeting.

He told him about the library and about his panic attacks, basically going deep into every detail. Logan blushes at the thought of Virgil, he was deep into the gay panic at this point.

Virgil eventually spilled the whole story, going way deeper into than he needed to. He kept having to stop however, due to the fact that he was fanboying too hard. By the time he finished, he could barely keep his eyes open. Remus left, and Virgil curled up into bed. The excitement from the day exhausted him, which allowed him to sleep easily.