Too Late To Apologize

Chapter 2

            Mark looks like the guy above but slightly older with some facial hair.

         I try getting him to love me. Trust me I tried everything I could. I dressed prettier and flirt a bit with other guys in front of him to get his attention and to make him jealous but he would not even glance my way.

              Whenever he is always happily making out with his girlfriend. Now I see why he chose her. She is so pretty with big blue eyes and brunette hair. And she has an hour glass body. I wanted to hate her but sadly she is not those type of bitchy girl. Pretty friendly actually. They look so perfect together embracing each other. They are like a match made in heaven like they r meant to be.........meant to be......that bring pain to my heart and my wolf wimper. She has been depressed ever since we got rejected.

          " Aren't you going to eat that? What happened to you? The April Spark I know would be gobbling up her food right now" my best friend said with worry. Geez so much for boosting my self esteem.

            I push away my plate. "Nah. I don't feel like it. You can have it." Emily is still staring at me. Looks like I have to find an execuse.

       "I'm on diet" I "explained".

           Suddenly she bursted out laughing . Her laughter so loud  that it attracted attention of course including my mate. I saw him looking at me and I stare back. I was memorized by his eyes. I can feel the mate bond. All I wanted right then was to run to him and give him a big kiss. Just then his girlfriend , Sarah pulled his head towards her and started making out. I look away quickly. Didn't he feel the bond too?

                   " You are kidding right? You on dieting? Yeah and guess what? I'm catwoman and my side kick is a cat. Please as if! Ahahh....oh....you are serious? " she asked after seeing my expression.

               "You know you can tell me anything right? We are best friends and that's what best friends are for." Her eyes were full of worry. She knows me so well.

           I feel guilty that I have to lie to her but I just can't tell her.I just can't. Not now.I put on my most cherry smile I could mustered.

             " Of course I will tell u if something is wrong. Seriously I'm fine!" No I'm not.

          She looked at me in wary but in the end she sighed and didn't say anything afterwards which I'm thankful for.

              I glanced back at Mark but he was no where to be seen neither was Sarah. His friends have  smirks on their faces. What's so funny? That's when I felt it. The torturous  excruciating pain. It started from the stomach like you are having menstruation for the first time. (if there r guys readers first of all sorry and secondly it feels like a knife is literally stabbing u) Actually worse than that. Then the pain would painfully slowly spread to the rest of your body. The worst part is your heart. You feel like ripping your heart out ....literally.

            I stood up. What's wrong with me?My knees gave out under me and I collapsed. My vision blurred. I could hear Emily's voice calling out to me but it seems so distant until it was barely there. My shivering body became still as darkness engulfed me.

And that's my friends is the end of chapter 2.  Look I know the horrific grammar mistakes but pls deal with me.