I Know You're Watching ~Loki Love Story~

Chapter 1

"Hail Hydra." She said as steady as her robotic voice allowed. Her commander smiled wickedly.
"Good." He said in his thick accent. "She's ready." She didn't say anything, just stared ahead. She had no emotion. "This one is the one."
"How do you know?" Another commander asked, glaring. "You said that about the last one. He went rogue." Her commander glared at his comrade.
"The Winter Soldier was child's play compared to this one. She can do everything he did and more."
"Like what?"
"She can have anyone follow her command just by singing."
"She's a siren?!" Her commander nodded to his comrade. He turned back to his creation. His wicked smirk returned to his iniquitous features.
"Agent Sovereign." She turned and faced him. "Initiate Protocol Mesa Grave." She turned to stare straight ahead of her again.
"Yes, sir." 
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I shot up from a cold sweat. I looked around and saw I was in the Tower. I touched all over my body and my environment. I sighed in relief. "It was just a bad dream." I said softly. I heard a soft knock on my door. I shook away the dream and went to answer. I hit the button by the door and the sliding door opened. "Oh hey there Soldat." I said. He smiled.
"Hey there, doll. I heard something like you were in a lot of pain. And based on your appearance, I am right."
Curse that damn super soldier hearing. I thought to myself. I stepped out of his way and he walked into my room. Bucky hit the button by the door and it closed. I sat on my bed and he quickly sat next to me. I looked down at my hands and messed with my nails
"Yeah. Just had a horrible dream." I said, softly. He placed his hand on my leg. I looked up at him. I saw the concern his eyes.
"Was it the same one?" I sighed and nodded. "Oh, doll..." He hugged me tight. "I'm sorry you had to deal with that." I chuckled and let go of him.
"What about you, Soldat? You went through it too!" I said, laughing. He lightly nudged me.
"True but Steve saved me." I shook my head and laughed.
"And Stark saved me. Aren't we a pair?" He laughed.
"Why don't you try to sleep, doll?" I sighed and shook my head at the thought.
"I can't..." I whispered. "I am too scared to close my eyes." He gave me a sad look and placed his hand on my cheek.
"I am so sorry you're so scared to sleep. I can't do much but I can stay here with you tonight, if you want?" I looked at him like he was crazy. He laughed. "What?" He questioned.
"Did the infamous womanizer, James Buchanan Barnes, offer to sleep with me because of a nightmare?"
"Yes. He did. But since you are throwing a fit..." He started to walked away. I laughed.
"No! Stay!" He turned and looked at me. He had a beautiful smile on his face on his perfectly chiseled face.
"Alright, doll." He said, laying down on my bed. He got comfortable and patted the space next to him. I climbed into my bed next to him. He wrapped his arm around my shoulder and I laid my head on his chest.
"Good night, Emberlyn." I chuckled softly.
"Good night Soldat." 
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I woke up the next morning, searching for Bucky's heat. I opened my eyes when I couldn't feel him. I looked around. "Soldat?" I said, groggily.
"Morning dollface." I turned and looked at my bathroom door and saw Bucky. "I didn't mean to spook you or anything." He said. I looked at him up and down. He was just wrapped in a towel and it rested low on his hips. It didn't leave much to the imagination. I swallowed the lump in my throat. "I had to shower and I didn't want to wake you. You looked so peaceful and who knows how long it has been since you got a good night sleep." He said, concern evident in his voice. I forced myself to smile at him. He walked over to the bed. I got up and stood on my tiptoes to kissed his cheek.
"Thanks Bucky. It has been a long time since I got some decent sleep.." I said, standing back on my flat feet. He placed his hands on my hips. I shivered when I felt the metal of his hand land on my skin. He chuckled and kiss my forehead. "The others would think we would be together if they saw us right now." He chuckled darkly.
"Steve already does." I laughed. He let go of my hips.
"Which means the others aren't far behind." I stated. He nodded and laughed.
"It's not like we didn't try or anything." He said. I chuckled and shook my head He walked over to his clothes on my bedroom floor. "We were together there for a while when you first showed up here." I chuckled and nodded.
"That was interesting. Stark didn't let me hear the end of it...and if he knew you were here, he would probably kill me for it." I said. Bucky laughed. "I will admit, I kinda miss the sex." I said. He turned and winked at me.
"Same here, doll." I chuckled. He finished zipping up his pants and walked over to me. He placed his hands on my hips again and softly kissed my neck. I rolled my head back. "You know..." He said against my skin. "We could do it again for old times sake." He said. I bit my lip. He stopped kissing me and removed his hands. I softly groaned. "Sorry, doll." He grabbed his shirt from the floor. I bit my lip again. I sat back on my bed and mess with the last little bit of nail polish on my nails. "What's wrong, dollface? You usually enjoy the show. It's not like you haven't seen it before." He said, pulling his shirt over his head. Usually, I do enjoy watching him change...
"I am not uncomfortable at all. I usually enjoy what I see." He chuckled and winked at me. "My mind is somewhere else..." I said, softly. Looking back down. I felt the bed lower beside me.
"What's going on, doll? Talk to me." I sighed as he placed his hand in my thigh.
"Bucky...do you remember anything from...you know...back then?" I said, softly. He squeezed my thigh softly.
"No. Not really. I only really remember one thing. And it was Steve said to me....well that whole thing." He said, I looked up at him and had tears in my eyes. He was looking straight ahead, remembering that moment. "He said 'I'm with you till the end of the line'." He sighed. "I remember what happened."
"What happened?" I asked. 
"We were fighting. He told me my real name. He said he wasn't going to fight me. We were friends, according to him. I only saw him as a mission. He told me to finish my mission because he was with me till the end of the line." He said softly. "That seemed to have woken me up from HYDRA's control, I remember telling him that back in the 40's. His face was bloody and swollen from me punching him so many times. Then he just fell....like I did from the train so many years ago..." He shook his head to get that memory out. Bucky looked back at me and saw the tears falling down my face. He wiped some of them away. "Why do you ask?" He cupped my face. "Do you remember something?" I nodded and started to bawl my eyes out. He quickly pulled me into his chest and wrapped his arms around me. He rubbed my back and calmed me down. "Shush, it's okay. Ember. I'm right here." I stopped crying as hard and he pulled away to look at me. "Let's go find Steve. He makes everything better." I nodded and wiped my face. I got up and got dressed in some black leggings and an old training shirt that Bucky gave me a while ago. He chuckled when I pulled it over my head.
"What?" I asked, looking at him suspiciously. 
"I was wondering where that shirt went." I laughed.
"You gave it to me when we were together." I said. He rolled his eyes and laughed.
"Hey F.R.I.D.A.Y.?" He asked the AI, ignoring me. I laughed at his actions.
"Yes, Soldat?" He groaned at the nickname I insisted Tony made the AI call Bucky.
"Where's Steve?"
"Mr. Rogers is with Point Break in the training room." We laughed at the nickname for Thor. "Would you like me to alert them to your arrival?"
"Yes please, F.R.I.D.A.Y!" I said.
"Very well." and she went silent.
"C'mon." Bucky said, going to open the door. I nodded and we walked out of the room.
Hopefully Steve can help make sense of everything in my head...