It all started at the beginning of first year. Strolling to the first introductory lecture, nervous, excited, I had no idea on what to expect. The lecture room was already packed with numerous students and constant chatter filled the room. I sat down as quickly as I could. Pulled out my note book but couldn't find my pen. "For fuck sake" I whispered to myself, first day and I'm unprepared. Great. I heard a gravelly voice besides me "you can borrow mine, I've got two. "I slowly turned my head to my left. He was a mixed race guy, olive skin, curly hair with a nose stud piecing. He was so handsome. I gave an awkward smile and thanked him. "My name is Carl" he said. I'm Nusula. I nervously replied. We spoke for about 5 minutes before the professor interrupted and started teaching. He sounded like a nice guy, quite charming too. He was from South Africa and had moved to the Uk to study Economics.
It wasn't long until we added each other on snapchat & Instagram. As time went by, I started having sexual feelings for him. I hadn't felt this strongly towards a guy since my ex-boyfriend Gerald in high school. Despite my growing love for him, I never expressed my feelings, I was shy & feared rejection. I also didn't want to ruin our friendship either. My feelings for carl became more intense. I would literally think abt him every second of the day. I'd moan his name whenever I touched myself. Fantasise about how it could be like if he was my boyfriend. I started to wear abit more makeup to uni, especially the days I knew was attending. I'd joke about us potentially getting married but he never got the hint. It was killing me. I so desperately wanted to tell him but never had the courage. Until one day. I decided I'd tell him at the fresher's fair after I had gotten so drunk and had the confidence to.
If he ended up rejecting me, I could always blame it on the alcohol. On that night, I wore a tight dress, Smokey eye shadow, dark red lipstick with thigh high leather boots. I wanted to look the best I have ever looked. For him. I downed a half a bottle of vodka with coke before leaving to get my cab.
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