Rachel's kat

Untitled Part 6

we stayed there in that old little shack if you could call it that for three days. Kat went and came was he liked hardly saying anything to me in the process until i couldn't take it any more.

"Would talk to me!?" i yelled at him one afternoon and had the beif satisfaction od watching him jump a bit just a little tiny bit but it was worth it i was coming to think that nothing really fazed this man. he was just so sure that he made me unsure.

"What do you want me to say?" came his cool low voice that no matter how long we'll be together i knew i wouldn't get enough of.

"Any thing?" i had not meant for that to emerge as a question but right then i felt the tears gather in my eyes like a riot just waiting to spill out. i heard him move but i wasn't expacting him to sit and take me into his arms.

"I'm sorry. i know this can't be easy for you, all you wanted was to find your brother but now you find yourself with a man who hasn't told you the most basic things about himself, prgnant and on the run from people cahsing you." he was stroking my back and for some reason that caused me to cry even harder.

"When we crashed you brought us here and i'm so thankfull but then you juat left.i-i know that doesn't make sense but let me continue. you're here yes, but mentally you're not. its like you've shut youself into this world where i can't reach you, and because you go out and come in without telling me i'm having these little panic attacks about if you'll return or where it is that you go." i hiccupped and swipped at the snot running down my face. God could i be any more unattractive? 

"i had no idea that was how you felt and idin't mean for it to seem this way but when i return here its always the same.let me tell you about why I no longer stay wiith my twin."