My Heart's Killer

Pills and Potions

Jacob
" I can't believe this , b.s. No this is all a dream " I said to myself . I saw Kevin drive off with his tired burning on the street . Smoke flew into the air . She is probably passed out .. I walked home . I see Kevin eating at subway . He started laughing at me through the window . Jerk . It doesn't make sense how come the ugly guys get the hottest girls. I reached home " mom i' am home !" I yelled . "Ok honey I made you a sandwich " . Mom is probably the only person in this world that loves me . I walked upstairs eating the sand which. Went into the bathroom. I saw the prescription drugs on the counter . The doctors say I am crazy and to take the drugs to calm me down. Ya I haven't taken them in a long time ... "You know what if I can't have Katherine .. No one fucking can . That's it I am done I am DONE with Kevin's bullshit I can't take it any more . !" I yelled as i talked to myself " honey calm down " mom said trying to talk over the tv "no mom no more bull shit " I call my friend that lives in the messed up parts of Florida " Amigo what's happening everything good papi how's the girlfriend ?" Pueblo said , Ya he's a little Spanish . " You man I need to get a gun like right now I have to take care. Of some business . Girlfriend ? I don't have her any more but I will get her back " I said " ok ok ok 50$ shipping and handling and you have it by tonight. " Pueblo said , he's a good dealer." Ok man get it to me by tomorrow. " I have some pills that kind of enhance my problem .. I take them to relief stress . I think I took to much. I don't care I feel more alive then I ever did . 3 hours later the door bell rings . I run downstairs all most tripping on my shoes . A package lay on the floor . " Hola where's the money" Peublo stood there with his arms folded . I handed him the money. I have my gun . I am ready to take back what was once mine.