Moon was my sunshine in the dark, it was where my crying moments starts
Sitting on the roof just to see sparks, of the stars that are carrying arts
I have been very busy trying my very hard to reach all my marks
That I didn't know it is breaking my emotionally stable lark
Living in a world full of expectations, had created me to be a different version
Standards that keeps me from imaginations, once made me do bad decisions
Making me feel the pain of declination
I never thought this hurts so bad, that it gives way to depression and discrimination
My mind was so blank, I cannot think clearly
My heart is starting to sank, that all I want to do is to have an uncalled break, weakly
I cried and cried until there's no more left in my eyes
And as I give my fake smiles, I hoped one day, my pain will melt like an ice
I never thought dreaming was so bad, but then life is full of miseries
Encouraging me to end the dream I once had, I was never a light to anyone's mysteries
And it is too much for my young heart to be so hurt and sad
So I ended my life, with a painful smile, like one in the stories I had
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Part 1 of Poem of Her Hearts, done👍
Thanks for reading😁
