As a child, loneliness was my past time;
Giving me strength to discover more then I should've.
I grew up by the hard way
A way of illusions and betrayal.
That time I learned 'family' was just a bunch of letters sticking all together.
And even today I wonder, if we are genetically connected.
The hatred that I've seen in their eyes,
makes me realize that the very cells our blood contains are different.
'Eat or be eaten' was the rule of my life.
But of course,
I was eaten by revenge
My soul has been consumed by it;
Nothing more and nothing less.
But God has put some faith in my heart,
So I can look back at them and smile
Despite waiting to cry
I had cried so much that I no longer had tears,
to waste on pitiful people like them;
So I smiled every time that my body suffered,
And I laughed so hard that I thought I'd lost my mind.
And I did.
YOU ARE READING
The Scars Of The Past
PoetryHere I will just talk about what I felt , what I've seen, what I've heard at that time. Through poems, I will show and reverse the time.
