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Yesterday I came home early in the morning and while I was changing into clothes to sleep in I notice something on my pillow. When I moved my pillow it jump across the room. It was a frog. Frighten I stood still in one spot trying to figure what to do or where it went. Scared I got my cover and went straight to lay down in the living room.

Eventually my mom called our bug guy to put traps down in my room and awaited his death. Today is my first day off and I haven't stepped foot in my room because I was so scared of this frog. I literally kept badgering my mom and sister on helping me find the frog and change rooms in the house😂 My mom made a comment the other day that stuck in my head this entire day , " How would a frog get in the house and go straight to your room and pass every other room " . That comment made me think a lot.

This entire year my life has been at a stand still. I've been lost , confused , and wasting my life away. I've been depressed, and bewildered on what to do with my life. I don't really understand my purpose. I drank away the pain and blame everyone around me why I'm not progressing. Why I'm stuck at this stand still. Today I prayed out loud and asked God to show me what I need to do to progress in life, show me my path , and help understand who I am inside. 

Than suddenly on the couch I thought about the frog ... Why do I keep thinking about this damn frog ? I've had three encounters with frogs trying to get in my house this year. The first time when I got home pretty late and there were frogs parading my door, the second time while I was cleaning I notice a frog trying to come through my window of my room , and third time being this situation. I start to wonder why is this happening and why is it on my mind, so I googled it 😆 I laughed because I google everything but the first article I seen when I did startled me . It read "Frogs meaning signs symbols". I immediately started reading the article and tears ran down my face remembering my prayer to God earlier, Here was a sign from him.

Frogs have so much meaning to them and this situation showed me its time to move on from dramatic experiences and take back my life and to find happiness within myself. I need  to seek major change in my life. I talk about my goals but I'm ready to put some action behind it.

Moral of my story seek God no matter what he'll show you the way.