You Clod!(Peridot X Male Peridot Reader)

I Feel Nothing

Amethyst: Did you make it yet?

9: U-Uh...n-n-not yet, sorry. I uh, should have it done by next-

She smacked the side of his head.

Amethyst: You'll have it done in 3 days.

9: O-Ok.

The Amethyst smiled and put an arm around him.

9: So uh...I found out how-

Amethyst: I didn't ask.

9: Oh uh, sorry.

Amethyst: Stop talking.

9 kept his mouth shut.

(Peridot): Wait, why would you be with someone who harms you?

(9): I used to be an idiot Peridot. Some foolish-fool desperate for any kind of love, even if it was one sided. She'd always do what she'd wanted to me to get what she wants. And she somehow managed to convince me every time that it was my fault.

(Peridot): That's....that's horrible!

(9): It gets worse.....

Amethyst: Peridot!

9: Y-Y-Yes dear?

Amethyst: Where have you been?!

9: I was just walking.

Amethyst: Where?

9: A-Around....

Amethyst: Peridot, do you want to make me worry?

9: N-No!

Amethyst: Then from now on you have to tell me where you're going, no matter where it is.

9: But-

Amethyst: OK?!

9 nodded.

(9): She controlled everything I did. Where I went, who I was with, how I did things, everything. I couldn't even have a moment without her down my neck.

(Peridot): Why didn't you just leave her?

(9): I told you, she convinced me it was all my fault, and she did what she did out of love. Heh, can't believe I fell for that. Of course, she didnt really care about how I really felt, but I was to stupid to see she didn't really love me back. For hundreds of years she's hit me, yelled at me, even cheated in me once, and I still couldn't tell. Heh...desperate for love....

(Peridot): ...If this is getting uncomfortable-

(9): I want to finish....please, I want you to know. The thing was, she expected everything from me. Whether or be tools, compliments or something more...explicit. Whatever she wanted, I gave it to her.

(Peridot): What?! Why would you want to live like that?!

(9): I don't know why. I don't know why anyone would want this lifestyle.

(Peridot): So...how did you get out of it?

(9): ....Someone saved me....

9 and the Amethyst were walking around Homeworld.

???: Excuse me Peridot!

A lapis came up to them. Her hair was long and she had freckles.

Lapis: I need your help with something. Can-

Amethyst: He can't, sorry.

Lapis: Uh....I was asking-

She noticed 9 looked very uncomfortable.