I think about a hundred thoughts and you are 99..

"Gabriella"

"Rise and shine Gabriella , time for breakfast," he says brushing my hair gently of my face. I know he wants to cuddle but as I've been feeling sick in the mornings lately ive just not been in the mood for morning cuddles. I groan, turn around , tuck myself into our newly washed white duvet and I breathe in the new washed scent from the duvet, it makes me feel safe.

I lift my head for a second and I can already catch the scent of cigarettes in the air. I sigh and look over to see the balcony open to ventilate the air in the room. He knows what I think about smoking so he tries his best to stop not that he's very good at it but at least he's trying.

It's still dark in the whole apartment the only thing making me able to see is the light from the balcony as the old, dark grey curtains are still down in the windows making it dark in the whole apartment.He lays down next to me and whispers in my ear with his hoarse morning voice.

"I made you some blueberry pancakes, Everything's waiting for you at the table." I get slight feeling of joy and can't help to smile. I turn around fast and land on his soft, bare chest. I give him a teasing smile and we lean in for a kiss.

"Morning Octavius."

He gives me that "can we have sex now?" look at his face. That look is basically built on him lifting his both eyebrows and giving me a small ridiculous smile. But as I'm not in the mood I simply give him on kiss on each cheek and get up. As I walk into the kitchen I feel how cold the floor has gotten from the balcony being open for a while, so I go to close it. I roll up all the curtains around the apartment because it gives me that depressing feeling of having all the curtains down.

I walk back to the kitchen and realise there is nothing served at the table. I feel the disappointment crawling up on me and how stomach is screaming for something to eat. I sigh because I was craving for some real breakfast for ones.

As I'm turning around I feel how Octavius  grabs my neck in hard grip, putting me against the kitchencounter.He puts his mouth as close as he can against my ear for a second and breathes roughly in and out , then as he turns me around facing his narrow,dark green eyes he lifts me up on the kitchen counter. I feel my pulse and excitement rising because I know what's going on.

"So I guess you're wondering why there's no breakfast, well.." he grabs my legs and spreads them and gets closer to my ear and continues his sentence with:

"I thought we could be each others breakfast today.."

He rips off my overzised,green tshirt and his striped boxers and as he's on his way to take off my panties, I get the idea to tease him, because he always gets his will through so I thought I for once could say no

"Not today , I'm just not in the mood at all.."

I see the disappointment in his eyes which makes me feel guilty. As he's turning around, I jump down from the kitchen counter, turn him around and jump up so that I have my legs around his body. I stroke his dark brown, curly hair and kiss him slowly and gently on the lips

"Are you sure Gabi , we don't have to if you're-"

"Oh shut up."

I push his body against mine and we start intensivly making out. I feel the adrenaline growing inside of me and slowly forget that I wasn't even in the mood for this.

He's still carrying me in the same grip while he's walking us over to the bed. He lay me down on the bed and he kisses me sofly from the bottom of my stomach , over my whole body up to my neck. I embrace his whole body structure and I put my hands on his muscular back as he puts his penis inside off me. I scratch his back , he keeps on kissing my neck as he know thats what I like the best. We stay in that position for a while and then its my turn to be on top. I sit on top off him and then we continue. He places his hands on my hips and I bend down to start making out but suddenly my alarm rings which means its time for me to go to work.

"And so the fun ends.." he says while he sighs. I lay down on him

"Ugh I don't wanna go.."

"Well you can always call in sick."

"I don't think so Mr. Williams."

"Oh you don't think so Ms. Bennett, tell me when are we gonna make that lastname mine?" he says turning me over and kissing me all over the face, I get the shivers and giggle a bit. But that shiver and giggle doesn't last for long as I remember myself that this isn't something that's gonna last forever. So I simply answer

"Someday"

I get up and feel how my legs are shaking. He laughs at me and I turn around and gives him the finger.

I walk into the bathroom changing into my orange and pink colored working clothes thats laying on the floor in a pile. I freshen up by adding some nude eyeshadows matching my dark blue eyes, adding some conceler to cover up my eyebags and lastly some mascara. I spray some deoderant after getting so sweaty after the sex and some strong vanilla perfume to cover up the smoking scent in my hair and clothes. I put my frizzy ginger/red hair up in a messy bun and put some redvelvet lipstick onto my lips and then I'm off to work.

I arrive at work for once in time and throw on my apron , I see my only co worker Mickey already standing in the bar looking dreadful as always. He's wearing his green working outfit with his black long hair up in a ponytail. I walk over and he looks up and smiles at me

"Hey GabiGabi wazzup?"

"Oh hi Mickey, nothing much. How are you?" I say while pouring myself my daily cup of coffee.

"Well its all good its just-" He gets closer to my ear and whispers

"I'm having a hangover" He smiles and I roll my eyes while sipping my coffe. Surprisingly I'm not even surprised that that's first thing he tells me when I get to work.

"Oh what is this , the third time? You gotta get better with this Mickey, you'll get caught next time. You're lucky that you have me to cover up."

"Yes I am, I'm very lucky to have you GabiGabi, so what did you do this weekend?"

"The usual, just chilling home, reading and eating junk food."

"Oh and a one night stand I suppose?" I almost spit out my coffee and look him straight in the eyes. Mickey starts laughing straight out and points to my neck. I pick up my phone and I see two huge hickies

"SHIT! That slug, I'm gonna kill him!!I even let him have sex with me even though I wasn't in the mood!"

"Oh he is a lucky man."

"Yeah very lucky."

"So how much salary did you get this month?"

"Ugh.. I got 1400$ and you?"

I look up because he's taking longer then usual to answer, it looks like he's seen death. I notice that he's not staring directly at me , he's looking behind me.  I turn around slowly because I'm afraid of what I'm about to see. I get so shocked of what I'm seeing so that I drop my coffee cup and it breaks into hundreds of white porcelain pieces.

I'm seeing a unrecognized man standing in front of the bar holding a gun against his head.