My journey of depression

The cause of it

So in 2019 my uncle had passed away and that really started it. In July 2019 my parents came down but I was super excited because I ha went seen them in forever but then they told me to follow then to the living room and told be to sit down. I was nervous because I did not know what was going to happen and then it hit. It was one of the hardest things that had happened to me because me and him were very close but he was gone and I did not know what to do and then before i knew it i was crying.Then 6th grade came and it just got worse. One day I was in pe and be were playing a game and this boy comes up behind me and touched me and in that moment I did not k ew what to do but I ran to the other side of the gym and I thought it was just a accident but it wasn't because it happened again and then I finally decided to tell my counselor and he got suspended for 2 days but he was still doing it not just to me but to other people to and then I started to cut myslef and then I went to the counselors office that day and they called me mom and we all talked and they decided that sending me to a mental hospital would be the best option but it wasn't. I have to fake a smile every day and I hate it and then there is so much other things that are happening in my life and I am Probably going to give up soon but that it my story.