Modern Loneliness {Miles Fairchild X Reder}

Flow Of Darkness

As I wake up gasping for air and rubbing my eyes as I look around the room realizing it was just a dream. I sigh and slide out of my bed putting my skinny jeans, tank top, and hoodie on. I slid on my converse and walk out my room meeting my grumpy dad. "Get the fuck out of my way." He says pushing me over making me stumble a bit. I yelp as I hit the wall. "Asshat." I say as I walk out the house going my usual route in the woods. As I'm walking I came across what looks like a pond. I walk towards the pond and stand over it. I watch the fish swim by which look like koi fish and I sat down by the water and run my fingers in it. A koi fish came out of the water and I smirked. I stomp on the fishes head and kicked it in the woods. For some reason I felt I was being watched or spied on. I look behind me and see a little girl in a red jacket. Then, a tall slim boy about my age pulled her close to him. The girl ran off into this fence. The boy kept staring. "You know, staring at me like that is weird?" I ask getting closer to him crossing my arms. He walked over to me. I fully got to see his face. He looked like a one of those boys that are just plain weird for instance, like me, but there was something about him that truly gave me butterflies and a good feeling for the first time in forever. "You shouldn't be here." He snapped. I shivered and smirked. "Looks like you need to go back home to your nanny." I say sternly rolling my eyes. He laughed. Like..a weird laugh. "What's so funny dickhead?" I say poking his chest. "I'm Miles. Miles Fairchild." He says. "I'm (y/n). (Y/n) Seyfreid." I say as I watch the boys eyes go wide. "Your mom is Jessel, right?" He asks. "Yeah." I say looking down. "She uh...she used to teach my sister Flora. Until...she passed." He says looking down at the pond. There was something about the way he looked down at the pond. Like..there was something in it. "Yeah my mom was a great teacher." I look behind him and see a bird eating a bunny that was almost dead. I ran to it and Miles followed. "Poor bunny." He says sarcastically. I stomp on the bunnies head and look up at him and his eyes were wide. "Nothing should have to suffer." I say and turn back around where I came from, which is the woods. "Hey-" I cut him off. "You don't know me-" He got in front of me and had a stern look. I put my hands in my hoodie pocket and gave him a look. "So, you're like me. Messed up from my past, don't like people, and kills things for fun. I like you." He says smirking. "Listen, we can't be friends. I'm sorry, but you don't know what I'm capable of." I snapped and walked off. I looked behind me and he rolled his eyes. "By the way! I like your shadow painting." He says and walks off. I stop in my tracks and took in what he said. 'I paint in my room on the floor and my paintings are in my closet!' I thought to myself. I shivered and scoffed. "Prick." I mumble and walk into my house. I walked into my room sliding my shoes off and taking my pants off along with my hoodie. I sat on the edge of my bed and crossed my arms around my stomach. I jump as I hear the front door and foot steps towards my room. I jumped again as my door flung open. I felt a hand squeeze my throat and I gasp for air. I blink a couple times seeing my dad in front of me drunk and mad. Tears filled my eyes. "Dad..dad- please. No!" I screeched as I claw at his hand. He let go and smacked my face. "Your mother never loved you. You were a mistake." He says as he leaves my room. I cough and cough as blood came out. I wipe my mouth and let the tears flow down my cheeks. I slam my door and slide down. I hug my knees to my chest and sob letting the flow of darkness hit me. I felt safe, empty, cold, weak...and wait- MILES!?

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I tried on this one, I know it's bad, but I'm trying my best!👌🏻
(Anything for my next chapter, feel free to comment)💞