I wanna be heard, I want people to listen to me and considerate me an equal, I'm tired of hiding on a corner afraid for what other people can think about me if I fuck it up, I wanna speak, give my point of view, I want to stop shaking when I talk, I want to be able to make eye contact and say straight what I think without my brain stopping me and overthinking every word that comes out of my mouth and every movement I make, I want to stop simulating conversations and panicking when they turn out the other way I thought they would, I wanna be strong and stay faithful on my arguments and be able to defend them even if other people don't want to listen, I wanna be strong enough to create my place in this world, my own and unique place.
I'm tired of moving on on a conversation topic because the other person already gave their opinion and the conversation is over for them, I'm tired of doing what other people ask without complain because i'm afraid of go against them, giving up early because i feel i can't win.
I FUCKING TIRED
YOU ARE READING
Thoughts
Randomjust 3am thoughts i write this bc i dont have anybody to tell about it if you are reading this welcome to my brain
