Opinions are varied from person to person.Voice seems to be the only right we tend to exercise and sometimes it is overdone. But who cares. Communication is key. Sometimes back i had this conversation with someone. He appeared to hate on a writers way of life.
How they love.How they express their feelings about everything. They make sad look glad in words. Writers have a life too, we are not robots,i like to think that whatever i write is pure bliss,it is what i want happening in the real life situation,it is what i long for,to write a happy ending of my love story.
I had someone tell me,"write about me,for what is the use of loving a poet if they can't make you live forever! " Young is exagerated. There are decisions that could lead us astray. The reason you don't see me in these night clubs, the girl drama, the suicide attempts, the depression, the reason to why i keep to myself, is i showed them my back. I try to write my future.
Still i can be approachable. Have one love me just like that. I love conversations. I love childish.I hate to think that adulthood will change my way of life. If only we could live young forever. Still forever is never enough. So lets write to infinity.
I love provocative conversations,those that make you want to think far and over,those that are a mixture of dirty and dangerous,that kind of talk that has you so angry at how a pesrspective is, that long sincere talk. And i found myself say,"just be my muse,and they will say your name. They will know of your prowess. Your beauty. They will read you like the news. Just be my muse."
Well here is what they didn't tell you about writers. Here is what you should know when you want to love a writer.
We are the type to be motivated by your character. Every damn word is vital. Every thing is significant in a writers story. Word coined and linked to another gives a sentence that could well shut one for their entire life. We are the promiscuous type. So many are mesmerised by the aura and characteristic ability to manipulate discourse given situations and reactions that we are presented with.
Everybody has a story to tell. A little push is all that matters. Many are times that people come to me asking what topics to write about. You are looking for inspiration in the wrong places. I am but a mere chanel for which my thoughts could contrast your feelings about everything. You want inspiration to write. I will show you inspiration.
Writing is my freedom.
Where it is only captured in my thoughts.I am chained to my ideas. So here is your inspiration to freedom.
Take a walk in these streets.Under the sun and even the moon. If you are lucky you will walk under the street lights. The struggle of the mind and the tribulations within. The harvoc. The disrupt of order and disillusionment.
The dry smiles. The laughters emotionless. The pretence. The gains. The losses. The greed for power. The search for life givings. The famine. The wealth. The poverty in our midst.
If all this doesnt motivate you to writing. You are no human, but a robot in existence.
Listen, this is me here going all real. I could tell a lie in so many different ways,create stories that will trigger back the animocity in your sexuality.
I could tame your wild self with just a word that is homely. Make you realise how much beautiful odd can be in a normal situation. Funny how words can bring so much amazement to self and actually be what we wake up to and live for. "I love you," words that could change everything. Make friends realise there is more to them than being just friends. Three simple words that bring out a man's sincerity and with it a responsibility. A family.
What they didn't tell you about loving a writer is well, people out there might read your story. People will have opinions and give you reasons enough to worry. Their ill comments,how they will hate at how a writers description of you befits your memorable moments.A writer is tied to their words, i am tied to experiences like any other man, the thing is am just a man with a pen, looking for a good blank paper and pour my heart in ink. So we can write a book! Sometimes i replace my pen with a cigar, a blunt and a bottle of who knows what. So i can glide in the serenity that entangle my fantasies. Still it never feels safe like holding my pen.
