Why do I keep trying. Why do I want them to care when itll hurt more if I disappoint them. Why make friends if you dont want to hurt them.
Why do I keep trying to be something I'm not. To them I'm a sweet and innocent child. But inside I'm just trash. I dont deserve to eat when others need it more. I dont deserve happiness when others do. I dont deserve to live when others do. I dont deserve friends or family. Not love or affection. I dont know why I still feel things... I wish I didnt
