I try my best to always be up and happy. Sometimes though I just feel lonely, feeling trapped underwater just about to surface but passing out last second. Its the feeling in the bottom of my heart, feeling bound to a single room, single house. never wanting to go out. just staying in. yet, when I see myself in the mirror, I see the cracks in my face, my smile, ever where on my body. I am losing myself. down the endless stair case. falling and falling. till I am nothing.. nothing to no one.
