The Roommate (Hayate x Lucius)

Chapter one: Waiting for you.

(Lucius's POV)

I tap my foot in annoyance as I look at the time on my phone. Hayate was supposed to be home fifteen minutes ago! He's late! I know he's got a very busy job and all, but I he's usually never more then five minutes late! Is his boss holding him back? If so, I swear I'm gonna kill her... I wanted to spend time with Hayate today before I had to go pick up my cousin's little girl, Cyan, from school. She likes it when I'm over at her house to play with her. Such a sweet girl she is. Anyway, I look over my shoulder as the front door opened and almost cried. Hayate came inside with a bruise on his face. He seemed to be mad. I stood up and ran over to him, asking him what happened. He slammed the door behind him and grabbed me by my wrist. He led me to the couch and forced me down on it, kissing me on the lips hungrily. I was beyond shocked at this point. Him and I were guys, but usually when he came home from work, angry and stressed out, I'd let him take all of his anger out on me.

He'd never hit me. God no. He'd just kiss me in a rough way or bite down on my neck. Sometimes he'd grind against me until we both climaxed from the pleasurable friction. We'd also have to clean our clothes afterwards... Then we'd laugh it off. But, no. Me and Hayate, yes, are gay, but we don't have a thing for each other. We're roommates. Not just that. We're friends. Friends with... Desires...

Hayate pulled away and nuzzled his head into my chest, letting out a whiney groan. I found it cute and chuckled slightly. He was so cute when he was even a little grumpy. When he was pissed off to the point he wanted to kill someone, that's a different story. Right now, he's a kittens definition of grumpy. "So cute..." I whispered as quietly as I could. Hayate looked up at me with a small blush on his face. "I smacked myself in the face with a door today..." He said, trying to act innocent. I smiled and started stroking his hair. "That had to have hurt." I replied. He nodded and snuggled me once more. We fell asleep like that and didn't even bother with a blanket. It was too hot for one anyway. Before I completely passed out, I whispered "I've been waiting for you." And fell asleep with my beloved friend in my arms. I don't know if our friendship is really a friendship at all. It feels as though we're a couple.

I hope it never comes to that... If I fall in love with Hayate for real, I think I'll have a heart attack. I don't know if I'll be able to even confess my feelings towards him, considering the fact that I once tried to ask someone out on a date and ended up running away apologizing. I'm way too scared to even accept a date request anyway. I am, and will always be, single. I just don't have a whole lot of courage, that's all. Plus, I don't even know HOW to date anyone, let alone talk about it! I'm just... Scared they're going to reject me... I don't like being rejected... It breaks my heart... At least I have Hayate. I suppose hanging out with him isn't so bad. We have a very close relationship. I guess we're sort of like a couple. We just don't show it. I swear, one of these days, I'll confess how I feel about Hayate and maybe he'll feel the same way. If not, we'll still be friends.

Right?