Does it ever feel like u are always running and running,never knowing when to stop or take a breath?Its always the same old thing over and over again.The same people,same friends,same heartbreaks,same disappointments,same fake conversation.Does it ever stop or just slow down a bit?Is that all life is about and nothing more?
She always wondered when this will all end.All the pain,all the emptiness inside that never seems to be filled.First she thought the problem is in other people;they are too slow to keep up too simple to understand.They never seemed to be real enough,nice enough,caring and funny enough.But then she asked herself:"Why am i always blaming the people i love and cherish,maybe the real problem is not them, not their criticism,their judging or sarcasm.Maybe its just me,im the one who is wrong about shit maybe im the one who is too fucked up inside to care."
All these emotions never stop,its like she is in a never ending loop rotating a thousand times a day and not knowing when to just be.Just relax and enjoy the present moment,being with her friends,talking with her family,getting to know a guy.
Yeah but there is the problem,right there.You might say she is just some immature girl having boy or girl problems and just wanting to have some fun.Your are so very wrong.She doesnt want just some stupid silly love that fades away after the fifth date.she wants to find real love and not that in the movies but the love that is full of ups and downs,screaming and laughing,the one that lingers for long ,so long that its forever.Does such a love even exist,or are most of the people faking it and saying they are in love to make others jealous?
She didnt believe it was real not even for a minute no matter what her friends tell her she knew that even if u love a person ,this love will die eventually and u will just become bored of that person forgetting all about your love story.Thats why she never gave any guy a chance to get to know her or even let herself fall in love with any person.If love doesnt exist,then why waste your time on someone and give them the mere chance to hurt u or even upset u??At least thats what lauren thought and she was never gonna let any person get to her so caged heart.
That was until he came along and decided to change that.....
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Does love exist?
RomanceLauren may seem like your normal teenage girl with a big ego and always in control of everything around her. But there is a lot that does not meet the eye. It happens that a new guy arrives at her school making a once boring school a most exciting p...
